LIFE.

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2005-06-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

sentosa with 201 today. well, 9 of 201. but nvm, we still had fun! more or less the usual crowd. pity u guys with cca :(

i still got this queer feeling of sand being on me though i've bathed and everything. so does amandy!

i like nun's speakers! very useful. shall consider getting too.

anyway, tho there wasn't any 'pre-planned-activity' or anything, we just managed to pass time and do lame stuff, etc. and i think we bonded! haha, am in the nun's reflective mood! :P

those who never come without reasons, BOO YOU.
evelyn said she'll deal with those that put up hands to go but never turn up. good luck.

tmr having geog sia! tho i know it's the afterwards shopping that really matters. :D

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2005-05-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

Was at the book fair at suntec city (which was so damn boring) and saw jiamin! but was too far so not sure if it's her.

yesterday morning/afternoon - geog sia @ esplanade and orchard's haagen daz. the esplanade one was damn pathetic! only had SEVEN people go in 30mins! orchard's one had like 52. after that went shopping and camel got a bikini! haha okay not really bikini lar. and i got a brown skirt :)

night - Hwa chong choir concert! the college choir was really fantastic. alumni choir was great too but sops can't match with the college one.. then the high school choir was so cute! they only started last year and had no performance outfit yet and was wearing the hwachong council blazers. front row was made up of small guys with oversized blazers and couldn't see their hands! XD they improved a whole lot from last year when we first heard them. now at least they have some tune! but mr yong looked damn embarassed when he turned to bow at the audience and i don't blame him :P it must be the worst choir he's ever conducted. ms lim was as chio as usual.

the 3 guys sitting beside us were saying encore in weird voices. HAHAHA! i think they're faking it.

gossip gossip! yingting looks interested in someone's older bro. =D and she was the only one who said hi to him.

from laoshi

Seven things in your room:
1) bed
2) bedside table with all kinds of crap
3) earrings..and more earrings
4) hi-fi!
5) some books for night-reading
6) at e moment, my report bk.
7) slippers.

Seven things to do before death:
1) cut my hair outrageously
2) bungee jump.
3) slap ppl i've always felt like slapping
4) meet with.. ppl.
5) listen to all my songs once. haha!
6) splurge on electronics/branded apparels, then bring them into the coffin.
7) write a will?

Seven things that attract you to someone:
1) wealth (haha! just kidding. but, no beggars.)
2) eloquence
3) neat appearance
4) no foul smell
5) IQ
6) EQ
7) and.. er. personality

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2005-05-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

i got exactly the same overall marks/percentage as last year end. :/ call that freaky? =D

'she has opinions which she is able to confidently and clearly articulate. She is appreciated for her willingness to participate and her ability to contribute to thinking'. it sounds like 'she is rude' in a very nice way :D will ask mr tan when have the time.

i'm just very straightforward.

my science officially sucks!

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1117173619jfn haha this is very funny! quite accurate.

ESTJ - "Administrator". Much in touch with the external environment. Very responsible. Pillar of strength. 8.7% of total population.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs)

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mm, i don't really get this. but nevermind!

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2005-05-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

stolen from yanne

1.What made you happy this week? my corinne may album!
2. What made you sad this week? my continuous-line drawing at aep! it sucks! it's like THE aspect i can't do.
3. Are you contented with your life? it's alright.
4. Has someone/somebody made you happy lately? quite a lot
5. What do you plan to do to him/her? ??
6. How are you feeling at the moment? slack.
7. What/who made you feel that way? cos we're off to happyland in 1 day and we're getting report books tmr.
8. Are you the type of person who easily get hurt? oh, maybe.
9. Do you cry? seldom
10. Have you ever been to a point in your life that made you feel really bad? not REALLY bad.
11.The last movie you watched? contact!
13. The last song you heard? on the way down. it shuffled to that :/ haven't heard it in ages.
14. The last thing you bought? the corinne may album, and.. food.
15. The last place you went to? sch?
16. The last food you ate ? chicken rice.
17. The last thing you heard from your parent(s)? it's been 2 days since i heard them say anything. cos they're all overseas! mwahha.
18. The last thing you said to your parent (s)? err..can't rmb.
19. The last thing you said to one of your friends? no choir today right?
20. The last thing you read? dawn's blog.
21. The last person you called? hmm.. nun i think
22. The last person who called you? camel
23. The last person you msg? sophia
24. The last person who msg you? er. sophia?
25. The last person who said you're cute? i'm not cute.
26. The last person who gave you a testimonial? nickkkkkkaye
27. The last person who messaged you msn? err... jiamin? or choonmin. either min lar.
28. The last person you're with? the aep people
29. The last person you think of before going to sleep? i don't think before i sleep. LOL.
30. The last thing you're going to do before you sleep? set my hp's alarm. :D crucial.

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2005-05-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

just took a quiz and .. i'm really not sad-emo teen! but some stuff are true. like..

Your personality can be one demensional but confusing.
You are constantly bored with life and wish that something could spice it up.
You have a unique view on life and have identified the problems with school society (Ex...what makes popular people, how the student mind works...)
You would rather be alone because you hate being hurt.

Some fields you might consider going in when you are older...Judge, author, songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist, philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a job where you can express yourself and your views on life. Or you need a field where you can judge others and predict what is going on in others life. Either way... you have the personality to get you a good job that will support you throughout life.

hoho. PHILOSOPHER SOUNDS INTERESTING HUH!

finally. finally got the corinne may album. =D after hours of digging and digging for the mp3s i just gave up. it's just 18.95 AFTER ALL.

idol showdown now, but don't really feel like watching so i'm listening. carrie's voice is so powerful it sends my ears vibrating.. bo's better at rock songs. the same-time-as-USA results show is tmr at 8am. expect the working people to be able to see it?

i heart my stress ball! (copies yanne)

oh yeah, choir people who're reading my blog, jac just told me there's no choir frm now onwards except for those going for msia trip! saves me the trouble of informing u all =D

the geog sia is so -____-! hohoho. we're gonna conquer haagen daaz-es @ esplanade and orchard! do give ur support by donating to our icecream fund.

there were some indian people selling bangles today. this is NOT to be racist, but i think it was quite despicable of them to raise the price to 4 bucks after they saw so many people buying. and then they said that all the 3 bucks ones were sold out (when they told the previous break's buyers that all were 3 bucks). okay, maybe it's for their living or what but... NEVERMIND.

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2005-05-20T19:02:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking.. maybe i don't want to leave nanyang after all.

i could actually take O levels. anyway IP is still rather raw and as many IP seniors have told me, it's not as wondrous as it may appear to be. if i'm in O levels i'd definitely not be aiming for hcjc.. never really liked it in the first place. i want to get out of this stupid big comfort zone.

there's basically 2 choices... RJ or ACJC. it's actually simple. if i do pretty well for my Os, i'll go to RJ. if i don't do well enough to get into RJ, i'll go to ACJC and take my IB.

actually i've always wanted to take IB. took a look at the brochure from General office and decided that it was far more interesting than A levels. and acjc's the only place that offers it so far. why not? :D

anyway, am quite okay with my results. 73.something percent overall. i promised myself an A2 overall and i've got it (: so i'm happy. particularly pleased with geog. although it's not the best mark among all my other subjects, i felt that i've gotten what i deserved. anyway, it's 79. my science and history pulled me down being the only 2 B4s. no B3s! so funny. but of course, my chinese, aep, lang arts, maths and geog could always pull me up. =D

think i'm around 8th in class? DARN, same as PSLE.

PSLE seems so far away. gone were the times. i still remember how we used to exchange all our autograph books and once i had to carry 4 books home at once. and our teachers would write some nice stuff for us and alas, mrs toh thought my book was stanley's and addressed her msg to him. the irony.. (inside joke) now we've all moved on.

it's the last day of sabbaticals today. Been a very slack week i must say!

went to HMV with eating and digged out my long vacation soundtrack. :)

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2005-05-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

oh man. i just HAVE to quote sixtynineninety's lj.

'Let's take the punctuality issue for example. We come in 5 minutes late for assembly, we get a lecture telling us to "reflect" (yes yet again). Fair enough, it's probably our fault for coming in late. But when the same thing happens to teachers, it's treated as no big deal. Very often, we see teachers coming into lesson 5, 10, even 20 minutes late (sometimes longer), but all is dismissed simply with a statement "oh sorry girls, I forgot that I had a lesson with you" or "oh sorry girls, I got caught up talking to Mr/Mrs So-and-so". You see, when we students come in late for lessons/etc, it is assumed that we were not "responsible", because we did not remind our teacher that his/her lesson is over, because we were still finishing the last remnants of our lunch, so on and so forth. While I accept that some of these are our fault, I would like to highlight that I have witnessed numerous instances in which the teacher, despite reminders from students that his/her time is up, still carried on talking. In such a situation, would it then still be our fault that we are late? But that's not my main gripe. The thing is, teachers are excused from being late, with nothing more than a casual one-line apology, for reasons such as "forgetting that [he/she] has a lesson with a certain class". Is that responsible behaviour to you? Why, are we students punished for being late, while your teachers are not? I am in no way condoning the action of being late, or saying that it is even acceptable, but I am commenting on the inequality in treatment of offenders. Perhaps I do not fully understand the teachers' situations; if that is the case, I hereby apologise for any unfair statements made.'

Was actually watching passion of the christ in SAC just now but after about 30 minutes people declared that it was way too serious for our slacking session so some sec 3s changed it to this movie called 'save the last dance' which i've never heard of. but turned out that it was..

nice! julia stiles CAN REALLY DANCE. and the music's not bad.. the main actor is like the exact replica of tom robinson (in the tkam movie). though it was rather cliched (reaching for ur dream, etc etc) and very predictable, it was nevertheless enjoyable for me (a good break from house of wax..)

nickkaye and huishan want to watch house of wax. are they in their right minds? :/

ok, ok, it wasn't THAT bad. it's got a good plot and everything. But some scenes are just.. so WRONG. argh, shall not go into details.

Star Wars Horoscope for Aquarius

You can be cruel and torment people who disagree with you.
Deep down, there is a peace-loving, friendly side to you.
You have a knack for inflicting pain on people and use your intellect during battle.

Star wars character you are most like: Darth Vader

What is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

darth vader. i know nothing about star wars.. really. zilch. :/ who knows? i may just decide to watch the latest one. I've never been quite interested in those scientific zoom-zoom stuffs *waves illuminating bar around*

You Belong in the UK

Blimey!
A little proper, a little saucy.
You're so witty and charming...
No one notices your curry breath

What English Speaking Country Do You Belong In?

what?! i don't have curry breath! :D however i did just have that at camel's hse 2 days ago.

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2005-05-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

coped this from meli..

Your #1 Match: ENTJ

The Executive
You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence.
You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

Your #2 Match: ENTP

The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

Your #3 Match: ESTJ

The Guardian
You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done!
You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective.

What's" Your Personality Type?

what?! who said i like to 'show off'?! true, not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments (for example, ms yeo's class..) i don't think i'm a natural leader kind of thing (that's more amandas) , but i definitely am not the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow. hello? i mean, you're slow! what can i do? O.o

lalala...

stupid eating! she signed me up for the school presenter thing.. :/ now we have to 'present the school' (literally a powerpoint) to a group of PRINCIPALS from beijing. i'm SO going to screw up. we've been going to school faithfully at 7 everyday to read the script to laoshi.. and i'm starting to feel more cheena by the day. and i discovered that for laoshi to praise your reading skills, ACT CUTE when u're reading it. it works every. time.

the prob is, i suck at acting cute! -_- it's all eating's fault!

*big plastic smile* 'GE WEI LAI BIN, DA JIA XIA WU HAO!' argh.

spend the whole of today running around in the city. went for the andy warhol exhibition @ old parliament house. it was VERY INSPIRING :) after that huilin went home and camel and i proceeded to stone for the next 3 hours, walking around and eating crepes. and then we went to library@esplanade! and the very nice rooftop terrace where we once had caregrp at. by the end of that i was feeling very artsy suddenly... XD for the entire 2 years of aep, i never did feel artsy. haha..

then i had to go for service (and camel for her dental) so i took mrt to orchard and then had a very slack svc.. then had to take mrt back to city hall and transfer line and take to bugis to meet my dad for dinner.

it reminds me of a song. *take a little ride around singapore town.. in a singapore city bus....cos in sgpore...sgpore...our hearts are big and WIDE u'll find cos in singapore.. singapore..u'll find happiness *clap clap clap* for everyone....*

ok, enough of that.

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2005-05-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

courtesy of yanne..
10 ways to irritate your maths teacher

01. Glare at her and give her pissed looks throughout the lessons

02. Smile at her at inappropriate times (This works!)

03. Rolls eyes when she tries to um. Joke around

04. Fail tests when you got 10/10 for the last quiz

05. Copy non-stop when she’s going on with her precious teaching (Girls, a+b square = a square + 2ab+ b square okaay.

06. No expression. Don’t show any expression at all. (Make sure you understand what she’s teaching, or you’re in trouble)

07. Fidget around in her class. Make her distracted.

08. Arrive late for lessons and announce proudly to the class, “XXX cca has achieved GWH!”

09. Hand in work that is atrocious in presentation. Slap on generous amounts of liquid paper. And put your x and ys all over the paper.

10. Purposely mess up your Journals.

that was funny. XD

2005-05-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: February 13

Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate people a bit.
You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.
Sincere and honest, you are a serious, hard working individual.

Your feeling are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.
You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.
Your intolerance and insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Wow, i 'may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.' !!! :D joyful joyful! and i appear to be serious and hardworking..

Tomoro is DOOM DAY. 1st thing in the morning get back maths paper.. then right after that 2.4 run. how horrific. Plus there'll be aep in the afternoon. and then choir. walao!

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2005-05-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

effing hell.

house of wax is the stupidest movie ever. it's bloody disgusting and gross and ..... u wouldn't watch it if u were in the right mind. but well, everyone finds it xin xian that paris hilton is acting and so we go and so this is the shit that we got to watch. :/ i was sitting beside this guy who was all curled up in his chair. well, the sound effects are good, u have to admit. the storyline is OKAY... though some parts really don't fit in. and it's NC16 for a good reason.

kindom of heaven won't be that bad :D it's gonna be a NICE NC16 movie.

i failed science test by 2 marks. bloody hell.

my parents are quarrelling like shit over there for some dumb reason. do i care? good question.

i care about how i'm gonna ask them to sign my science paper now? WTF.

O.o i need a new life.

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2005-05-08T09:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was very exciting! but i was too tired to blog.

At around 7 we were all at hci track waiting for csm to start. after dumping our bags, we started walking around and looking for people.. CSM was altogether quite boring if u're not a competitor. But nevermind! we still got to walk around/laugh at their paintings/slack in the canteen! and their xi gua zhi is nicer than our school's..! =D Anyway, ny teachers won the staff race again. not very surprising.. hoho! Mr shone was practically the only person running towards the finishing line.

oohlala! jas thinks that hci trackers has nice muscles! ok, quite larh. :P YOU ARE THE SE ONE!

oh yeah, u know the nice black jackets right.. those are team singapore ones. they probably represented singapore in asean games or whatever..

after csm prince, me, yiting, nun and bong went to coro for some reviving food. nun and bong were quite slow.. so the 3 of us walked in front, behind these hci guys of which one was from yiting's bus and had a nice adidas bag so we were gossiping behind them XD and the adidas bag guy kept turning back to look (i assumed at yiting? :D)

When we entered coro the guys suddenly slowed down so we overtook them and went on the escalator. THEN someone tapped my shoulders and i was surprised to see it's the adidas bag guy. he was like (in mandarin and very POLITELY) 'can i hit you and curse you? then my friend will give me 10 bucks.' i was totally -_-!! so i pointed at yiting and said, 'oh, ask her if she wants' then yiting looked quite speechless so he quickly said, 'i give you 5 bucks if i succeed!' then i went, half jokingly, '7 bucks and maybe we'll consider'. the whole thing was in chinese so i think he misheard the 7 as 11 and then he was like, 'WHAT? i still must provide 1 buck and i get nothing!? sigh.' then he walked away looking all forlorn.

i guess he was teased greatly by his friends afterwards. poor guy.

someone commented that his eyes were nice :D

ok so after that we went to golden rooster for burgers! and nun and bong caught up with us so we started playing truth and dare in the small room. the other tables were filled up with hcjc guys. ideal place right!

it was full of disgusting questions (considering prince and nun were around) , i won't mention any. and we were laughing until our tummies ached thruout the whole thing so i guess the people around us knew what we were doing. So afterwards when we sent yiting on her mission (which was to tell a hci guy that the burger is very nice), he didn't look very surprised. The most disappointing was zijing's target! so wuliao! we sent her to say 'ALOHA!' then squeeze some chilli on his plate, but he just looked at her simply and went back to eating. no sense of humour... when we were all laughing like.dunowhat. :D

afterwards we all went back so LUCKY i didn't have to do any dare.. phew!

service yesterday was parents' service! choonie bought her mom along. the whole sermon was meant for parents actually so as pastor said, 'people who never bring parents may feel quite left out today, but, too bad!' :/ and there wasn't praise and worship! but choonmin, i loved your acting!

ahh. long blog today.

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2005-05-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

quiz thingo i got frm liulaoshi's blog.

Your Life Path Number Is 8

8

You are focused on learning the satisfactions to be found in the material world.
The Life Path 8 produces many powerful, confident and materially successful people.
You are apt to be very independent, forceful and competitive.

Your routine is involved in practical, down-to-earth affairs, and there is relatively little time for dreams and visions.
You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself.
Most of your concerns involve money and learning of the power that comes with its proper manipulation.

This Life Path is perhaps the one that is the most concerned with and desirous of status, as an accompaniment to material success.
You are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas.
You also possess the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion.
In short, you are well-equipped for competition in the business world or in other competitive fields of endeavor.

You know how to manage yourself and your environment.
You are practical and steady in your pursuit of major objectives, and you have the courage of your convictions when it comes to taking the necessary chances to get ahead.

The negative 8 can be dictatorial and often suppresses the enthusiasm and efforts of fellow member of the environment. Often, the strength of their own personality excludes close feelings for other people with whom they come in contact. Material gains and rewards often become issues of utmost importance, even to the neglect of family, home and peace of mind.
Dedication to success can become an obsession.
Emotional feelings are often suppressed by the negative 8, resulting in isolation and loneliness.
All Life Path 8 people must avoid discounting the opinions of others.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

DIAO, i'm NOT dictatorial! oh, whatever. and i'm *checks* materialistic. :D that i cannot deny haha! but i'm too poor for that characteristic.

and this is what i'm doing when i'm supposed to be mugging maths. but honestly, what's there to mug for maths? there's only 2 possibilities : either u know it or u don't. and anyway this is like so last minute i bet nothing actually goes in.. :/

i screwed the chem up. MCQ = hard! so many diff. answers from nun. and her science is like WOW. plus i had quite some mistakes in front and so i'll be praying for a pass.

there's this verse that goes like , trust in the lord and all your plans will succeed. For my plan to succeed, there's no choice but to trust in the lord! LOL!

CHOONMINLENTMELONGVACATION! yay babey! i have this feeling i can only return to u after june hols.. :x

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2005-05-01T12:39:00.000+08:00

chem and maths tests next week.. god help me!! :x

must really thank kelly and choonie for the prayers at svc yesterday. it was really really encouraging.

yes. the walkathon! we were walking from ny to SMU which was really quite short a distance if u ask me.. what really killed me was the body combat after that. everyone had their eyes on the exposing female instructor .. O.o

STUPID BLOODY MELING TRACK!!! the bottom of my shoes are stained with the remains of the melted track. it was such a hilarious sight. when i put my hand on the track after that there'd be a mark in it.. . ....

after that went to kap with prince and was completely broke cos the bubble tea sold at CCAB was $2 and that was all i'd brought..! ez link had only 2.40. well, enough for a small coke :/

saw kenneth and friends at kap.

SO HOT! i mean, the weather.

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2005-04-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

Saw VJ utt at infront of heeren today. he's a little short. :/

AND we saw olinda cho infront of taka too. i duno what's with us today.. :D she looks weird, and a LOT slimmer.

SYF is officially over for NY. congrats to us (choir), Chinese orchestra, chinese dance and string ensemble for getting our honours! and of course not forgetting band, theatre and guzheng, our gold achievers!! (:

i'm sure the modern dancers have done their best.

anyway, i've gotten my crumpler bag.

i'm super tired now.. have chinese sia to type out, cme sia to START (!), and maths journal to decorate.

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2005-04-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

there's a chinese test tomorrow.

All thanks to dear daphne, my com's plagued with viruses now! ok actually it's only 1 virus she 'sent' me, but it ended up multiplying. And then i was forced to 'send' the virus to all the people online on my msn contact list.

DO NOT, i repeat, DO N O T click on any links i appear to be sending you!

SAC duty turned out to be very boring. :/ basically you just sit there and stone while the people come and go. well at least there's a radio =D

ytd- zb investiture. it was well planned (i must say) but the no. of people who actually turned up is disappointing. you people look cute in formal dressing! everyone/everything was behaving normally until... ....

names have been censored to protect the identity of the innocent.

___: (in serious tone) Can help me buy a PE shirt?
Me : ????!!! ??? nanyang pe shirt?
___: (very duh-ed look) yeah . . -_- i'll see you at CSM. how much is it?
Me: (still shocked) but, what for?
___: (does stupid arm-swinging actions) to wear during training
Me: WHAT? TRACK TRAINING?
___: yeah! maybe i'll get the st nicks one too.
Me: *faints*
___: what?! alot of guys do that!

WAIT, HANG ON, HANG ON. Care to enlighten me? anyone?

A certain person is getting on my nerves. and it's not a student.

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2005-04-21T17:57:00.000+08:00

Currently addicted to good luck! Every mon & tuesday 7.30 on channel U.

i like the short-haired takuya kimura in that smart pilot uniform. i used to hate him back in his SMAP days when he had this long hair and gangster look. :/ now he's much better :) Or maybe i'm just particularly in love with his character in the show. i duno, it dosen't matter =D

guys need to dress and look smart.

i'm not being myself today man!

Today's choir was a waste of time. sorry to say, but it really is.

Consider my timed trial failed. or maybe (miraculously) i'll get 2 marks for my summary and pass it overall?

i need a change of template.

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2005-04-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

i got this for The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences.

You scored as Musical/Rhythmic. You are sensitive to sounds in your environment, enjoy music and prefer listening to music when you study or read. You learn best through melody and music. People like you include singers, conductors, composers, and others who appreciate the various elements of music.. blah blah.

my next highest score is interpersonal skills. so. exciting.

wahaha. my mum bought NICE PUFFY cakes sprinkled with icing from polar.

Geog test was a killer. the questions were asked in such an evil twisted way. :/ spell D-E-A-D ): i'm positive that i'm done for this time. seriously, all that i've studied has come to no use WTF!

Mrs png is leaving, ok lar not very sad cos i'm always zonked out in her lessons. But she's nice and cute and ~~bimbotic~~ and all. and she's super lenient! i think we're getting VC (who'll preach abt we being the 'leaders of tomorrow', being the IC for council).

how come our class gets all the fecking relief teachers. :x at least we have tan and alice and mackintosh!

i was doing maths and listening to prince's ipod and guess what? the song went 'how wonderful life is'. how ironic.

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2005-04-17T12:16:00.000+08:00

Was watching this dvd of a chinese choir's concert yesterday and i was snoring halfway thru until i heard SYAHAMBA! Brings back fond memories of prague and christmas singing at old town square.. (: 'we are marching in the light of God..' we were walking thru this cathedral kind of building and singing it and it was so nice to hear our voices ring all the way to the top of the roofs (whatever u call it).

Anyway, the choir's sound is abit thin but the soprano solo is like WOWWW.

this template makes my posts look extra short.

CONGRATSTOTHEOMCHAMPIONS!

got this quiz from sixtynineninety!

Your dating personality profile:

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Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.

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Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
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1. Outgoing
2. Adventurous
3. Religious
4. Sensual
5. Liberal
6. Practical
7. Funny
8. Romantic
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Stylish

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4. Religious
5. Romantic
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HAHA. very interesting.

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2005-04-15T17:11:00.000+08:00

photobucket having maintenance now so the pic on the left can't be seen :/

Just had arnd half an hour of choir. Ms lim was here! :) she was saying alot of stuff but i can't say anything here cos it may hurt certain people. but she did mention being very proud of us :)

Band got a gold! we're still very proud of u!! monica was crying on stage that day and it was very saddening. Really, u duno what it feels like unless u're in SYF yourself.

omg. did modern dance really get .................

Louise and i are very worried about the choir. Not the present choir, but the choir in future.

i'm not going to drone on and on about how i'm going to miss the sec 4s. ): but i'm already dreading the time that they leave. Ohwell, people come and go. can't really do much but to jiayou and not disappoint the seniors next year for our concert?

Yesterday at the psgl meeting kailing was going on abt the psgls' morale being low. and till this moment i don't get what she means.

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2005-04-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

lang arts was rather hilarious yesterday. ripped this off amandy! i'm laughing like mad now.

Language Arts was a riotous affair today. We were desperately trying to stall Mr Tan from continuing with his lesson. Actually he was telling us about how to write the essay/movie review of Hero but everyone was attempting to distract him:))

Class(interrupts fiercely): Hey, Lime is NOT a crappy magazine!

Yixiao (me) : Yea, I'll bet you only read Newsweek and Time.(Class laughs)

Mr Tan:(exasperated) Whatever you guys read. Anyway, Devon has a very important question here!

Me (amandy):Yea, it's "May I go to the toilet?"

MrTan :...

Someone: Mr Tan, are you from ACS?

Lishian:Yea, tell us a bit moreabout yourself Mr Tan!

Mr Tan: Everyone please concentrate!We are getting nowhere with this lesson!(starts into the lesson proper because the class can't think of anything else to say)

(Later on)

Mr Tan: Terri can you please tell us the characteristics of a third-person recount? And please name us one character in TKAM that Harper Lee has injected her views into besides Scout and Jem.

Terri:(eyes widen and look horrified)

Mr Tan: Why are you looking at me like that?Are you Britney Spears?

Class: ...?!?!

Mr Tan: You know, the new song? "...I see you looking at me... then what freak..."

Class: Orh, "Do Somethin'" lah!! Hahahaha oh man so lame!!

Someone:Wahh Mr Tan you actually listen to Britney Spears?"

And then afterwards (amandy forgot to include this part)

Mr Tan : So terri, can u tell me one character in which Harper Lee has injected her own views into besides scout and jem?

Terri : mm..............

Mr tan : (hints) My idol

terri : (brightens) BOB EWELL!

*class faints..*
*and Mr tan faints too*
cos it's supposed to be atticus.. :D

Mr Tan is way too lenient and way too nice.

Today at lunch we (psgls) and the councillors were busy making popiah! Initially i thought it was going to be a damn boring affair and i was seriously starting to regret signing up to help. But it's actually quite fun! i mean, how many people actually get to make popiahs in their lives! ok lame. but surprisingly, the popiah tasted awesome too! maybe cos we made it ourselves? and it sold very well! zoe sold 8 on her own! i only took 2 so i sold one to mdm yick and ate one packet. :D popiah!

i still think a school attempting to make the world's longest popiah and getting into the guiness world record is wuliao. i certainly don't want THAT kind of exposure. bet straits times will come up with something sarcastic abt the attempt. but nvm, we can still have fun eating and making the popiah anyway.

help! i haven't finished the masking assignment!!!!

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2005-04-12T18:10:00.000+08:00

Ahh. Cedar, VS and fairfield performing in the syf prize presentation. is saddened >< means we got lower than cedar. but oh well, we still got a gold with honours and we still rock. oh man, i feel excited all over again just typing that 3 words!! :P

Congrats to chi dance!

They got gold with honours too! :) am so glad.

JIAYOU BAND and modern dancers! !! it's the last lap. i know u guys' are gonna pull through!

mario mario! :D we like watching the mario movie in class.

ZOE! haven't been seeing u on bus :( i think i'm one bus earlier than u? gives me reason to sleep later MWHAHAH.

Was at heats 1 today. felt extremely bored there but hey, what can u expect. but i shall recount this funny experience of me, yiting and this anonymous hci guy.

1)guy spots us walking towards him.
2)stares
3)goes red
4)looks down at his feet and hurries past
5)was forced to walk on grass, refusing to use the path with us!

hello, we're nice people!!

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2005-04-10T12:51:00.000+08:00

So it turns out that cedar and us are the only 2 girls' choirs who got gold with honours for SYF. wow, i feel good!

Band having SYF next wednesday. i know u guys can do it!

Was watching Charles' and camilla's wedding on BBC yesterday. wasn't really paying attention except for the parts that the church's boys' choir was singing XD sorry to say but cat high still has a VERY long way to go.

yesterday had flag day at orchard. it was bloody tiring! Reluctant to stay at 1 place, me tingyi and yanan was walking from somerset all the way to orchard hotel, then back to somerset, then back to paragon (slacking at delifrance for 20 mins) and back and forth a thousand times and also to plaza sg, then back to heeren again where i refused to walk anymore so i stayed there. AHH! my feet was aching like hell at svc yesterday as a result -_-

There ARE kind people! whee! some uncles and kids and angmohs actually came up to me to donate. DIAO. some aunties are very very nice but others just give u a shitty look and/or just ignore u. hmm! some angmohs EMPTY their entire coin collection for u, while others just decline politely. variety of people indeed.

but i still had great fun! laughing at tingyi getting rejected XD

Dion and jo are crazy flaggers! their tin was full TO THE BRIM. i duno how they managed. maybe by asking every single person? i only asked selectively. :D

after that went to take neos with xy and yingting, which turned out to be so spastic!! argh! lack of planning and too little time!!

and after that was svc.

and that ended my crazy day!

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2005-04-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

OMG

WE'VE DONE IT!! the gold with honours.

it's been a long way..

shan't go on and on abt the details of the competition, but i'm really very glad that we pulled through.

thx jac and mel and yubai for the encouragement cards!!

:) i can't help smiling.

good luck everyone having SYFs!!

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2005-04-06T18:25:00.000+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		66%
Stability		56%
Orderliness		90%
Empathy		56%
Interdependence		63%
Intellectual		50%
Mystical		36%
Artistic		90%
Religious		90%
Hedonism		76%
Materialism		90%
Narcissism		56%
Adventurousness		56%
Work ethic		43%
Self absorbed		70%
Conflict seeking		50%
Need to dominate		70%

Romantic		63%
Avoidant		43%
Anti-authority		56%
Wealth		63%
Dependency		43%
Change averse		30%
Cautiousness		50%
Individuality		83%
Sexuality		63%
Peter pan complex		76%
Physical security		90%
Food indulgent		63%
Histrionic		50%
Paranoia		63%
Vanity		43%
Hypersensitivity		83%
Female cliche		63%

trait snapshot:
clean, self revealing, open, organized, outgoing, social, enjoys leadership and managing others, dominant, makes friends easily, does not like to be alone, assertive, hard working, finisher, optimistic, positive, likes to stand out, likes large parties, respects authority, practical, high self esteem, perfectionist, dislikes chaos, busy, not familiar with the dark side of life, controlling, high self control, tough, likes to fit in, conforming, brutally honest, takes precautions

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hmm. no comments -_- i didn't know i was that materialistic. all i rmb was putting 'i have enough money to buy what i need' which is true! Darn.

SYF tmr! (: we're gonna make history!

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2005-04-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

SYF - one more day!

Seems like 2/1 has alot of performing arts folks. Look at our glorious list.

Guzheng - jo
Choir - Me/yiting/terri/jiajun/lisyn
String - Jianing/eve
Modern dance - Bunny/Shirley
Chinese dance - Bong
Band - Yingo/Jas

Grand total - 13!

Which means that SYF is a common horror :S but some ppl are not in SYF. ha crap! but i still drew this SYF countdown list thing in class. LOL.

RI Fairfield Dunman and Victoria 's all gotten their gold with honours.

let's be one of the girls' choirs with the gold with honours. Make that breakthrough on stage!

Thursday's flagraising is gonna be rather amusing. The nychoir presents to you - the national anthem. we're all gonna be already all dressed up in our long gown and will be right beside you infront of the trophies area near the audi there. -_-

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2005-04-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

OMG! the avril concert was actually much better than i'd expected. nah, it was AWESOME, in fact. was with kyna and li sian.

at first there were alot of rumours around that avril could not sing live, and she used computers and duno what technology to make the voice in the cd sound higher, etc etc. But the concert proved all these wrong.

Pug jelly opened for avril! they were pretty good, but the vocals were drowned out by the heavy guitars. :/ and what the crowd really wanted was avril anyway.

Avril was in top-form yesterday, maintaining the same standard from the first till the very last song, complicated. She sang several popular numbers frm her 2nd album, such as don't tell me/my happy ending/who knows/freak out, etc etc. Then some from her 1st album and i actually enjoyed these more, tmr/things i'll never say/etc. skater boy got the whole stadium WILD. everyone was jumping/singing/screaming/waving madly! ok including me larh. :D I particularly enjoyed the accoustic version of tomorrow.

Though there was a tiny technical glitch before tomorrow in which the guitar just couldn't be heard, avril was kneeling infront and doing this 'oh no!' cute face and she was like 'am i gonna have to sing solo?' then the guitar came to life and she belted out the outstanding number.

now i know why kyna's so addicted to her. So much energy and amazing pipes all packed in her petite frame.

oh! and she played the drums (!!!!!!!) and her band sang a song. then she played the piano too! (and sang duno which song, i forgot XD)

So that was the avril concert. No fancy costumes, no stunning stage-design, just a simple good voice and a great band. And that's all we need anyway. (:

lucky i didn't shout myself hoarse (SYF!!). my arms are hurting though (from all the waving).

ooh, i saw maria at the concert! and another girl whom i didn't know but they were both in school U.

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2005-04-01T18:43:00.000+08:00

oh yeah baybayye. today's choir prac wasn't that bad. but i got this feeling that our pracs are always 1 prac good 1 prac lousy. ARGH.

but anyway, 5 days to SYF. cross our fingers and hope to die. :D

SHET >< napfa is coming. shet shet shet.

argh! the stupid chinese compre! each bloody mcq question is SIX MARKS okay?! i thought it wasn't that high weightage and no one told me so i just copied yiting's one cos i forgot to do -_- and guess what? 2 of her answers are wrong and that's TWELVE marks gone. 18/30. that's like around 60% and it's the worst i've ever gotten for ANY SUBJECT! what the fuck! and nun copied mine i think so she got the same marks. We're SO CURSED. *glares*

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2005-03-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

fucking blogger. couldn't sign in at all yesterday.

Hmm. i'm dead for the maths quiz. out of the questions i'm only definitely sure that ONE is correct. the others are all shittified. and somemore she says she's gonna mark strictly. ><

i've been waiting ALL WEEK for my painting to be marked and given back and mr alice chose today to be absent cos of some official duty he had. what the! :/ he could at least have gotten mrs teo to distribute our paintings back! >:(

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2005-03-30T15:09:00.000+08:00

lemme ask u all this. Imagine the scenario.

it's IT lesson. and everyone has their respective seats supposedly. so you walk in and find someone sitting on your sit, and i was sitting beside it. When u asked me where YOU'RE supposed to seat, i look at the screen and go, 'somewhere', You're right! THAT MEANS, someone changed your seats with someone so that she can seat beside me (on your seat). and now u just have to find some other seat. fat hope that MY best friend will move aside for you to seat. I already planned it out, so u just have to disappear. NOW. *smiles innocently*

would YOU be happy if that happened to u? i wouldn't.

Anyway, it's less than 1 week to SYF. now they're planning to have a level audition and if the whole level cannot make it then the whole level will be kicked out of SYF. oh well, if it really happened we'll just have to accept and wish a very BEST OF LUCK to those who are competing in the end. though it's kind of predictable who's definitely going on to the next round, isn't it? :) we all know it but no one says it.

though i think it would be more fair to have an individual audition. There are certain sec 2s i really think should be given the chance to participate in SYF. and one of them is janice from sop 1. (not that others all shouldn't, just giving example!) Her voice is one with support and she never goes out of tune. I think everyone can see that actually. So there ARE actually very good individuals and they should not be kicked out of SYF just because it's a LEVEL audition.

everyone has livestrong bands and it's driving me crazy seeing all the yellow on your wrists! LOL!

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2005-03-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

brief summary of what happened today. choir/turnedoutlikeshit/peoplegottakenoutofSYF.

i don't know what to say. Maybe i'm nonchalant or whatever u call it, but i'm just not feeling as sad as everyone else. It's not that i have zilch passion left for choir. Seriously, i don't give a damn about what ms lim says. all that shit/crap/i don't care if u get silver/whatever hurtful words she threw at us, it's nothing to me. Because i've put in my all and if it's still shit to her, then i have nothing to say. Nor will i feel depressed or even DEMORALISED that she thinks so low of us.

Maybe it's church that transformed me. For now i know that there is a God who loves me for who i am. So what if i'm not worthy in others' eyes? As long as i've done my best, God sees the effort. And if others' don't, so be it! They're not going to do anything to my life. When everything breaks down, God will still be there for me. And He will love me all the same.

Though so, i couldn't help but be shaken when people broke down today. and i MEAN break down. The tears streaming down their face. The leaders who have put in so much effort. With ms lim's words, everything seemed to evaporate into thin air. Some are even starting to question their own abilities, if they're doing enough at all.

To someone who knows who she is - i think if even u urself think that u're worthless for choir, then i have nothing to say. Maybe u were just feeling pissed at that time, i do not know. But even if u've been cut out of SYF, it does not mean that melissa thinks that u're totally hopeless. It has come to a stage where she has no choice.. so i hope that u're not blaming her. Also, i assure u that i'm not rejoicing over the fact that people have been cut. And i most certainly do not think that the people who will cut were 'hindering our bright future' as u have mentioned. i was walking along orchard at the time u sent me the sms, and u could have imagined the look of dismay on my face. In fact, i think that A2 is going to suffer without the 5 of u. We're just not going to match with the rest of the choir. So, take care and don't let it get u down. (:

So it's one week to SYF. All i have to say is, don't let ms lim shatter the hope and confidence left in u guys. Do whatever we can, sing our hearts out and make sure that we're not letting OURSELVES down. Let's not think about the results we will get first - enjoy the process and just let the results be.

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Anyway on a goofier note, i was outside heeren today and had the most hilarious experience. Someone tried to da1-shan4 ---- and failed. but i do admire u for ur courage (whoever u are)! i wouldn't have dared to even if someone paid me. XD censored due to popular demand.

Easter service today was awesome. The play thingy could have matched our theatre! ((: The 'hongkong student' was damn funny (no offence to suet!). And the sermon was just so touching. Let's all transform our fear into faith! For the non-believers in choir, have faith in urself! Don't let the fear of getting a silver hinder us. And for the believers -

'God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.' [Psalm 46:1-3]

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2005-03-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

XD crap.

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Some of it true and some not true. XD i don't think i'm intelligent and clever.. attractive?! sexy?!?! quiet? :X whoa loves aggressiveness. hmm. -_- abit far fetched. i only like battle royale! :P

yesterday night guzheng concert. was with the prince and eating . we sat with jo's friends (duno each other budden saw jo talking with them). should be this shi xian guy and co? eating was sabo-ed to sit with the fat guy who afterwards changed to the small boy. XD what crap. after the break, the guy changed his sits with a small boy. AH! that's better. The concert was quite good! must applause for their efforts. and my dear yhope sisters laywang, jo and shionyee looked like divas (:

my cough is getting worse. what's happening?! the whole of last night's concert i was trying to hold back the coughs and i felt like shit man. could only cough during applauses. Monica and the other mc are SO LAME!

there's this singer whose voice became very hoarse after a fever but he's still quite hong2 in the mainland larh. die! what if i'm like him!? i'm still croaking after 2 weeks! VERY worried okay. if i go on croaking forever may hav to transfer cca even!! ><

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2005-03-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

have been slacking for the day. and perhaps tmr too cos i've got 2 days mc. ((:

The progress reports are out already! on the letter it says it's tmr but yeah, it's up already XD i went to see le! overall i'm okay with the comments i got (though i got B for learning attitude in chinese but i think i deserved an F haha) and lang arts was a pleasant surprise. thanks JT! and YCY even said i was 'a thoughtful girl'. ?!??! i am VERY amused indeed. i got nil remarks for geog and science. :( but got EE in science for participation in groupwork. when did we even have groupwork? aep was the usuals i got last year. which is good (phew) and (stil got what??) ohyeah, history i got what pleasant pupil.. i bet he dosen't know us at all so just anyhow write.

i'm missing out on alot. OM/geog presentations, and painting the props yesterday! i LIKE painting props. and my autumn trees look good okay! :) Enamel paint rocks. it's SHINY and all.

i'm blogging illegally cos i'm supposed to be resting. but no one's at home so it won't hurt to use the com and stay updated with the WORLD right! XD

if i didn't have MTV i think i'll be half-dead by now.

MUST catch chase tomoro!

My blogs are getting shorter and more boring by day.

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2005-03-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

took this quiz just now and it says the language i should take is espanol (which is spanish). hmmz! :)) but the results banner is very ugly so shall not post here to mar my nice blog XD

You scored as West Side Story. You are West Side Story! One of the greatest musicals of all time, you're a pleasing blend of comedy, woe, and, of course, good music.
You are SUCH a hipster, daddy-o.

"I think I'll go back to San Juan! I know a boat you can get on, Bye Bye!"

West Side Story

62%

Grease

52%

Music Man

38%

Bye Bye Birdie

37%

seven brides for seven brothers

27%

What Movie Musical Are You?
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hmm! i like grease :P

hai 1st day of sch is VERY boring.

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2005-03-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

take my QUIZ!!! XD

YITING IS A LINKS-STEALER!!! *boxes her*

She copied my html straight off my links larh! and she's a very ben4 stealer. XD cos she copied people whom she dosen't even know.. people like cheryl, hannah, kim and choonie and shionyee. diao! never even look properly one. i am VERY outraged indeed. -______-

but u all so clever see her links should know is mine right! HAHA! :P

here's a special plug to this BLUR person. http://ting2.diary-x.com! Despite the fact that the template is very nice, it's seriously very crappish. haha but go and visit!

ko matsushita wasn't really what i expected. but well, it was quite a pleasant surprise.

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17:16 - oh man i finished my AEP!! like finally. XD it turned out like shit but nvm at least i finished it. i think the sky is super disgusting.

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2005-03-16T12:04:00.000+08:00

[jimmy eat world - hear you me]

friendster is scary! :D everyone is interconnected in 1 way or another! i just anyhow typed at the search there and this nichloas guy came out who turned out miraculously as ahmah's friend and my another friend's friend. like WOW. and that's not the only case. XD shuyi also appeared to know this ny girl whom i also know! diao!

BORED! i'm fever-ing. and i lost my voice *croaks* hope it extends to thursday so then i don't have to go to choir.

yes comm people, diss me for my un-enthuness.

And i've already lost my passion. i used to look forward so much to that few hours of singing each week. >< But now i'm just sick and tired of the tyranny at choir. SYF is idiotic.

oh man, fart the idiots of the world. (to quote ahmah)

whatever, go label me some hypocritical emo kid. XD

lsc

2005-03-12T10:33:00.000+08:00

Honestly, i don't think there's really anything worth blogging about LSC. i mean, yeah, it's this school-based camp i went to for the last 5 days.. fullstop. nothing memorable or anything really happened like it did in zbschsports camp.

the image of MS singing chi xin jue dui has been plastered in my mind! ARGH! :P but his singing is okay larh. comparatively *ahemxuchangahem*

i think ZBcamp made me interested in mandopop all over again. before the camp i really totally stopped listening to mandopop. but after ZBcamp i'm starting to think certain mandopop songs are really nice and they bring back fond memories too. =D

the titong camp stuff are up on zaobao! me and ahmah rushed to see it first thing thursday morning in LSC. yanne was blocked by lionel lewis in the photo XD

anyway that was out of point. back to LSC again. i don't really think i shattered any limits in LSC. Most of the so-called 'challenges' were not challenging at all. the peak performance workshop was a total flop. and all the other activities we had were quite mild. there wasn't any rock-climbing or ..whatever.

i'm glad to be bathing properly again HAHA! jas is right. not bathing = shattering limits.

This is from Michele! GOSH THIS IS MUSHY MAN. trust her to come up with these stuff.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
Who still wants to kiss you when your sick,
Who calls you back when you hang up on him,
Who tells you he loves you and means it,
Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
Or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Who calls you right after he drops you off just to say he already misses you.

Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
Wait for the boy that will do anything to be with you and doesnt give up.
Who wants to show you off to the world even when you are in sweats,
Who holds your hand in front of his friends,
Who forgives you no matter what you did wrong.
The kind of guy that tells you he loves you even when your in the worst mood ever. Who isnt afraid to tell you how he feels or how much he loves you
Who kisses your neck when you wont kiss him back
Who thinks youre just as pretty without makeup,
The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.
The guy you catch staring at you and only you in a room full of girls
The guy who calls you "sweetheart or baby" in front of all of his friends
The guy whose not only your boyfriend but your best friend
The one you can tell everything and anything to and know your secrets safe.
The one who turns to his friends and says "that's her.."

2005-03-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

someone get me out of lifeskills camp. PLEASE!!

ONE thing u believe in
1) love. haha

TWO songs in ur mind right now
1) Why can't i 2)Accidentally in love (haha all cos of today's class song thing!)

THREE wishes u have
1) get over and done with SYF.
2) more sleep.
3) a better term 2

FOUR people always at heart
1) __ ___
2) _______
3) er..
4) myself (RIGHT)

FIVE of ur characteristics
1) no sense of direction
2) lame
3) expressive?
4) friendly (haha!)
5) haha i duno!

SIX things that u look for in the opposite gender or things abt them dat attract u
1) height?
2) personality
3) Age
4) whether he takes care of me
5) sensitivity
6) whatever they do.

SEVEN things u think u are good at
1) blogging
2) photoshop?
3) bitching
4) being depressed
5) procrastinating
6) chatting
7) staying up late

EIGHT things u hope to get
1) new phone
2) SYF gold with honours
3) er. new bag?
4) a casing for my Mp3
5) my lost maths worksheet 3.2 and quiz back.
6) love
7) ....
8) i don't know!

NINE movies that u have watched and like
1) shutter
2) harry potter ones!
3) a walk to remember
4) a cinderella story
5) princess diaries 2
6) mean girls
7) uptown girls
8) Elf!
9) wimbledon!

TEN of ur favorite bands/artists

1) edison
2) maroon 5
3) green day
4) snowpatrol
5) gwen stefani
6) something corporate
7) My chemical romance
8) good charlotte
9) the vines
10) franz ferdinand

still missing zb camp and you very badly.

2005-03-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

i think u'd find this boring if u weren't actually at the camp.

Zaobao tong xun yuan camp over! :) it was alright, i think the best parts were actually knowing all the spastic people and AHEM. REMY ONG!!!!!

so shuai! ok maybe not that shuai, but still got that.. how to say. nvm. anyway we got to interview him and i got his signature (which is SUPER damn lame with a lame smiley face) and his chinese really is sai! XD at first he was quite reserved cos he was having a flu and everything then as the interview progressed on he became (ahems) more and more lame with his dry humour. wahaha but he's still v cute! he's like.. a nice boyish guy. and he's got this very unique nice smell. *faints* OK >< JUST IGNORE ME! oh, he signed on my camp tee too. hope it dosen't wash out.

the other half of the group interviewed Lionel lewis (the tiger cup goalie person?)who is VERY TALL.

these are the camp leaders! guess which are from hci? (quite obvious though) but they're all really nice people.

when are they going to upload the group photo?! GRR.

there's this game we played i HAVE to mention. it was at 11pm-12am and it was supposed to be, un, sentimental. and it was quite nice actually. they blindfolded all of us then forced us to talk with guys! (then the guys talk with to girls) and everybody was blindfolded and the leaders steered everyone around so it was a one-to-one kind of thing. have u ever realised that with the blindfold on, it seems so much easier to talk? mwaha and by some kind of sheer coincidence my BOTH partners were from Hcjc. but they were really nice and they tried to make conversation, etc. i mean, if we're both blindfolded and no one wants to talk then the game's gonna be a total flop. and after the game everyone goes back into the room and gets shuffled again then we take off our blindfolds and we're supposed to find the people we talked to just now.

ok it probably sounds lame but u'll have to go thru it yourself to see the meaning in it.

bing ye was easy to guess cos we knew each other in the first place -__- so he ACCIDENTALLY told me who the 1st person was (musheng) so it spoiled everything!

night activities were optional.. we could sleep or play but it was fireworks and i mean WHO CAN RESIST! XD so i played like , what, 5 full boxes? :P and then most ppl went to sleep so we set up k-box by ourselves and used chang's laptop for the musics. and then when we got bored we went to play monkey-in-the-middle with the ball and THEN kenneth made the ball fly up to the roof so no one could play. -_-

and so...we slacked around... lied on the floor.. listened to more music.. played chengshans mini mahjong.. cards.. music.. more music.. and this carried on till about 5 in the morning. so we finally decided to get some sleep and we got 1 single matress (which is terribly small) we had our heads towards the centre then body off the mattress. i think we looked like a weirdly shaped flower from the top XD THE FLOOR WAS COLD! so i woke up at 6.30 again.

so i slept 90 mins in total. liu bei slept ZILCH mins in total. beat that!

thx to all the people who've made this camp great for me! especially ying guan zu people, bixia lianfei bingye chengshan zongjun yujun xiaohua huiwen wenmin shuhan zixin ruiyi chang etc etc!

thank _______ for being so sensitive and especially offering to take some of my rice when u figured that i cannot finish :) and for sitting with me and everything.

i agree with justina that this camp was so fun partly cos of all the older-people around.. and cos of the variety too i think. being around ny girls all the time can sometimes be quite boring. which is why when i came back to sch today i was all moody and post-camp depressed. :( sorry to everyone that i gave that shitty face.

we had a hella good time. but i guess things weren't looking so rosy for the choir the day i wasn't at choir (PHEW LUCKY ME!!!!!)

2005-03-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

oh man. even doodleboard is abandoning me. this is so fcuked up.

my aep is turning out to be a crapload of shit! this is one of the times when i look at my work and i really feel it's not good. i'm not trying to be humble or what, but this time it really sucks.

i crapped through the tkam essay last night, reading the book/annotating/writing essay/worrying about history results at the same time.

but surprisingly, i didn't fail my history! Praise the Lord!! 7/10. at first i saw camel's one and i was like WTF u got 7/10 tat's bloody awesome then i got back mine and it's the same mark O.o so did nun! mwaha.

I handed in my maths wksheet 3.2 and quiz original copy TOGETHER to jolyn and voila, it got lost somehow and ms yeo said she doesn't have it and jolyn doesn't know where it is too! can everyone please check your stack of maths worksheets or your maths file to double check if mine is stuck underneath yours?! cos ms yeo said it's happened before. it better be. or else i am D E A D.

there's a LOT of sias/projects/assignments to be done. let the next 2 weeks be god-glorifying ones.

Sabbaticals! i'm actually looking forward to them. especially lit thru senses which is conducted by ms ____. :) and the science one, which i forgot the name of, oh i'm interested in the anime thing too cos i didn't choose it for elects last year. yeahh!

this darn toot hci freak was listening to his ipod on the bus today and he keeps on taking it out to SHOW OFF.

2005-03-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

this is a lame quiz i got from jiamin! but i had fun doing it HAHA XD

mr right

1. Confident or shy? a bit of both

2. Cute or Cool? DUH.. a bit of both. i mean, if he's totally cute but toot . .

3. Chinito or big eyes?

haha i don't really mind

4. Friendly or picky?friendly. d u h

5. Fashionable or casual? fashionable BUT casual.

6. Interesting or funny? funny XD 7

. Mysterious or out-in-the-open? out in the open.

8. Intelligent or witty? witty9.

Conversationalist or more than words? more than words :P

10.Rich or middle class? well . .

11.Romantic or buddy type? BOTH!

12.Intellectual or sporty? hmm.. err.. i duno! don't be too intellectual.

13.Cuddly or has to be a good kisser? both? i'm asking too much!

14.nice teeth or nice eyes? both!

15.Understanding or patient? understanding.

16.Musician or athlete? musician. cos i'm not athletic anyway!

17.Smoker or non-smoker? DUH! non-smoker.

18.Drinker or non-drinker? dosen't really matter

19.Traditional or go-with-the-flow? go-with-the-flow.

20.Adventure seeker or laid back? adventure!

22.Long or short hair? i loathe guys with long hair. except bo bice and constantine! :D

23.tall or short? must be taller than me. THIS IS VERY IMPT mwhahaha

24.Wear glasses or contact lens? doesnt matter.

25.Good listener or good teller? a little bit of both

26.Is there a guy like your type? if there is, i haven't met him yet.

ok got nothing to blog about . . tmr got geog quiz, i hope it dosen't take up too much percentage in our SA!! and have SPA test also but is only on microscopy so heck care larh! :D

me and nun went to orchard and shopped for ____s! and this guy took a pic of us with his hp !*@&#(#!

2005-02-27T11:34:00.000+08:00

i shall bore y'all with my thoughts about american idol! :P I'm ok with the cuts, although I think Judd deserved to stick around a little while longer. how come janay is still there? i didn't really like janay. Oh well, I don't expect her to make it to the top 12. If she does, I will be surprised. I like almost everyone, I like Janay as well. Even if it doesn't appear so. for girls I really really like Carrie Underwood, Lindsey Cardinale, Aloha and Nadia Turner. And, Bo Bice, Constantine, Mario Vazquez. heh heh! but i liked judd :(

haha this is lame i got it frm mel's blog.

Have you ever wondered?

Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?
Why women can't put on mascara with their mouths closed?
Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery?"
Why is "abbreviated" such a long word?
Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice?"
Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on "Start?"
Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?
Why is the man who invests all your money called a "broker?"
Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called "rush hour?"
Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?
When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it?
Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?
Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?
Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?
Why are they called "apartments" when they are all stuck together?
If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?
If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the "terminal?"

ANYWAY, i spent around 5 mins just to find my dear tracee's link! i need to sort out my links alphabetically. but i'm lazy. O.o

new layout! Pic of him and his friend at the disused train tracks behind his university. Pic original from him! i like train tracks. no particular reason :) so anyway, messed around with photoshop a little and came up with that. i still like photoshop more than flash :(

VAL! I NEED MISH'S FLASH CD. or i'm never gonna get that flash assignment done.

i took this quiz thing and it turned out that i'm most like percy weasley from harry potter. This is SO not me. so i shall NOT post the results here XD

My new layout requires me to blog more.

oh, and i just realised the songs kyna recommends are always nice!

crap. what's tested for geog quiz?

i suck at surrealism.!

sectionals.

2005-02-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

i suggest that non-choir people don't read on. cos u probably won't get what i'm saying anyway.

today's sectionals definitely wasn't that pleasant for me. 1)i was forced to take sectionals. and my sectionals suck! i discovered that when u actually go up there infront of your section u can go totally blank and throw your piano dip cert down the drain. total screw up. ok, i actually got what i was teaching, but i guess some people didn't.

and sec 1s made it worse. especially certain ones who rolled eyes/gave that 'i can do better than u' look all the time. no prize for guessing which class they're from :)

reflection reflection reflection. >< actually taking sectionals today was a good thing in some sense cos i got this sudden realisation how rudely i might have behaved last year when i was a sec 1. At certain times we really have high expectations of other people and whenever they make mistakes we go like O.o but hey, when i really got up there it was a total different thing. It reminds me of how i like to pass certain judgements about other people sometimes. it never really occured to me that i had to try to think in that person's shoes when i commented about their actions/whatever. they may already be trying their best already, but i as an outsider never really saw it. and it occured to me that certain times last year i tended to think that i knew a lot of things. but NO, i knew nothing at all. zilch. i was an idiot.

and the old plump auntie driving the bus made things worse by going like 'ni3 mei2 chi1 fan4 ah' in THAT kind of tone when i walked slowly towards the bus cos she stopped like so far away from the bus stop and i didn't know whether she was going to drive forward so i hesitated. i had half a heart to go 'fuck off you fat bitch' but as a respected member of society i swallowed my anger and ignored her.

as u can see i'm not in a fantastic mood so close your eyes if u don't want to see the vulgarities.

zhao long!

2005-02-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

okai, sorry for the previous vulgar post. i was just in a fucky mood :)

yesterday-NYC was guest choir @ NTU's choir concert. IT ROCKED! i think we were OKAY. considering the bad perfomance at the rehersals :( but in the end it turned out to be fine anyway! and i loved NTU's musical! it was bloody hilarious and they've got pretty damn good actors XD especially the grandpa. RETRO ROCKS! :)

today was the zaobao thingy. i was afraid that everyone would be geeks and antisocial XD but they turned out to be crazy and mad people! mwaaha. Zhao long (my grp) rocks!

the spasgnome's got a new blog which has gay colors XD

i want our class tee to be lime green! i saw this girl wearing lime green tee today and it looked really good! or maybe the design is good, but it really looks outstanding! NO BLACK/BABY BLUE allowed!

i totally hate the whole choir board thing. they keep saying that non-aep and aep is THE SAME and yet they're asking us to redo the design cos it's not nice. actually i don't think it matters if it's nice... its the INVOLVEMENT of every single sec 2 that's more important. and at the rate things are going, it's going to be an aep board again. and we don't exactly have 50 hours a day (quoting yingo). it's like everyone expects AEP people to be art geniuses. its' not only choir... alot of ccas/stuffs just expects all the artwork to be done by the aep students and it's getting irritating.

2005-02-20T12:32:00.000+08:00

so, someone said i'm sucking up to amandas. i say FUCK OFF YOU BITCH AND GET OFF MY BACK. rolls eyes

sch.

2005-02-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

Nanyang rocks is like such an oxymoron.

maths is killing me.

i hate the whole dance comp. thingy. it's like she just say no.1-18 do chinese dance and that's it. come on, it's not like our register nos. are in front so we deserve to die okay. and how come we're always like stuck working with the same people? for speech we're already together. i thought the school promotes working with different kinds of people? why can't u just allow us to choose what we want to participate in for this once?

history and aep are the only subjects i look forward to nowadays. i dread all the others.

we're so screwed. but at least we've still got mackintosh and mr ellis.

i saw 2 people walking to sch together one morning. one was walking the other to her staffroom. how sweet :)

i like mrs yeo and her always oh-so-confident ways. but for heaven's sake, she needs to realise that she's actually not God and there's things that she don't understand too. Stop all your moronic ideals. Stop forcing your morals and beliefs upon US. Maths lessons this year just lack that... SPARK.

JT is getting onto my nerves. i don't want to DIG DEEPER into Tkam. i'm like so sick of that book just because of youu. u made the book seem so boring. i had initially thought the book was quite interesting but it's beginning to getting drier and drier by each LA lesson. i think it's completely wrong to combine english and lit lessons. now we end up doing tkam almost every single day. this is utterly insane and idiotic.

and btw i despise certain people. they think that world only have themselves and no others. quit it mann.

anyway, thx c-d peeps for the song dedication :) and the affirmation. and of course the (very rushed) bday celebration!

this weekend is packed. look at tmr. 1)choir workshop with HCJC and other schs (wheeeee!) 2)performance as guest choir @ NTU concert. And sunday there's the zaobao writer briefing thingy. blehs :( shouldn't have let lyf get me into that mess.

tests are coming :/ today is just such a screwed day so sorry if this entry is kind of.. yeah.

history test today would be quite okay if i weren't having killer cramps. how nice. so i ended up crapping for the whole thing and i'm a goner.

oh and let's comment on the new rock band! the one made up of councillors entirely. yupp. generally they did a great job but it just can't match sozzled's standard. the chords are all very superficial and elementary. but for starters, the vocals are not bad and you guys really ROCKED the canteen.

2005-02-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

shuyi suet mengxiang anni liuzhe lijie yanchin cathy Lishian tricia yijun tracee jessie yingo terri minzhen amandy jiamin yanne kerryn melissa metinee kyna and everyone else who wished me a happy bday whether by phone/sms/tag, THANKS FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SPECIAL :)

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Hmm. i'm bored.

! You are Most Like A Ruby !Passionate, in control. You tend to be more dominant, and people long to possess your wild nature. People find you fun, and a real live wire.You're most like a Ruby because people simply can't take their eyes away from you - your bright captivating nature draws people to you.Congratulations ... You're the sparkly fun gem everybody craves.

Which Precious Gem Are You

*snores*

i just don't want to start revising history. blahs. i love history lessons nowadays cos of mr mackintosh but i still don't like history. though i like hitler and his boys :)

we watched BR yesterday in SAC! all thanks to yiting. aww! i quite liked the movie (though all the blood looked a little fake and they were squirting out in the wrong directions). i would say it did the book justice. mr tan missed alot of the better parts cos he only strolled in around midway :) oh and that was when andrea refused to watch anymore cos it's too disgusting. :P

happy new year!

2005-02-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

happy new year erione! i'm blogging under the orders of jiamin. ((:

i was actually quite worried cos i thought that all our tests are coming next week. but then i took a glimpse of the time-table thingy they gave out and WHAT THE there's only history test next week! !(@#!@)!@&$(!@&# so today is happy day.

i'm scared of AEP. duno if i'm going to finish. i don't LIKE perspective. bloody. i'm still better at painting stuff. can't really do very architect-like pencilwork :(

issit just me or does blogspot look different today? the part where u can choose to edit your entries. sumhow. somehow it's different.

i'm BORED! i wanna go bugis. and iceskating. and i want to go to the beach. i want to throw all my homework away! XD

anyway was back at primary sch after CNY. was abit mixed up cos couldn't find yeelin and jing. but in the end we managed to make it back! saw alot of people there (mostly my old clique) so i don't really mind not seeing the others since we weren't that close anyway. gina is still as big mouthed :D she was like 'mengxiang spike his hair' (note:mengxiang's this tch guy) but everyone really heard it as 'mengxiang is so shuai' . try saying the 2 sentences! they really sound alike okay?! and so we teased the 2 of them about this endlessly. mwahhaa. oh. and i just realised that i've got 2 classmates in RVchoir! diao. i only knew when they started talking about ms lim and i was like WHAT how u know her one! -__-

The guys have definitely grown taller. dixon is as tall as yeelin now! now THAT's unbelievable. and eugene is taller than moi. ><

i still like 6I alot. but two-one is a totally different kind of thing cos we're so funkayye! =)

i saw 2 people whom i was totally not expecting. >< nevermind.

-__-

2005-02-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

Was reading yanan's blog and couldn't help nodding in agreement man! :D

''You know what, I am so tired of OBSERVING, ARTICULATING, QUESTIONING and ANSWERING; I don't WANT to be a RESPONSIVE, REFLECTIVE, RESPONSIBLE learner. Face it. We're never going to be able to reach all your utopist ideals the way things are going.

Hah, and so much for SIA allowing us to 'dream' and 'pursue our passions'. So much for being self-initiated. With all those restrictions, it's just IPW packaged up nicely and drenched in glitter, except we have to do it for every subject. ''

i'm feeling damn pms-y now and the following is going to be VERY anti-ny. SHOO. go away if u don't like it.

Wow, we're going to beg people for money again! THIS IS SO DAMN INTERESTING. ok, put it in a nice way and it's called 'asking for donations with grace and confidence' but it actually means begging anyway and if u can't see that, too bad. yes, yes, yes. we're just SO eager to go around holding that green card thingy to get 150 bucks so that YOU can revamp the school and in the process break the guinness world record for making the world's longest popiah. YAY MAN! this is like the best thing that happened in a century!

ps, if u can't see the irony in the previous paragraph i suggest u go dig out your eyes and wash them thoroughly.

oh yeah, i really couldn't stand it when someone said that donating to the sch was the same thing as donating when we're in church. hello? it's *beeeping* completely different. idiot. don't even know when to use what examples.

IVLE is down AGAIN. wtf.

i throw away EVERY SINGLE donation card that nkf sends to me every single year. too bad i can't do the same to the green one.

ooh GUESS WHAT this is soooooo exciting. there's gonna be prizes for people who donate the most money! waaaaaaaa! let's all donate 10000 bucks to get that prize! wheeeeee! (inserts roll-eye msn emoticon)

fine. i'll give you your bloody 150 bucks. leave me alone. *slams door*

i think this blog entry's probably going to 1)ruin the rest of my cursed school life 2)get me long lectures about reflecting the correct moral values of a respected member of the society on my blog 3) get me banned from NYSL forever and ever.

hey, is it even illegal to speak now? XD

oh, this is just for fun :D a quiz thing frm someone's blog.

what would u do if....

-Your crush suddenly asks you out?
*raises eyebrows* really?
-You walk into an elevator and see a couple making out?
watch interestedly. hahha!
-Your parents had another baby?
Go "wow" and ask them how they have so much spare time.
-You're trapped in a building about to explode?
duh, RUN!
-You were granted one wish?
Wish for all my dreams to come true haha!
-Aliens invaded earth.
stare.
-A guy (or girl if you're a guy) suddenly kissed you?
raise one eyebrow and go wassup? XD
-You won a date with your celeb crush?
WOW!
-You were given a blue car?
sorry, i don't like blue cars.
-Your boyfriend (girlfriend if you're a guy) breaks up with you?
easy. get a new one.
-You win a million dollars?
a million dollars is too little to actually do anything! but i'd probably get an ipod first. haha
-Someone gives you flowers?
err... ask why? :D
-You receive a love letter in your locker?
Immediately try to figure out who.
-You fail your exam?
feel suicidal for a few minutes then carry on with what i've been doing originally :D
-You get first in class?
WOW!
Your computer crashes?
kick it.
-You get fired?Too young.
-Your best friend betrays you?
mope first, then stab her back twice. mwahhaa.
-You had to choose between your boyfriend(girlfriend if you're a guy) and your best friend?Hopefully, they are the same person.
-You were paid fifty dollars to fill this out?
sure! :D

2005-01-28T17:53:00.000+08:00

i can't get over the fact that i'm reduced to blogging once a week. maybe even less than that. THIS IS SO PATHETIC.

The maths teacher is bonkers. gave us so many questions and it was due in a day's time. which means the day after that have to hand up. and THAT particular day (or if not, every single day for some of us) is crammed up with ccas, aep, 3rd lang, duno what shit. and what time do we normally get home? i say 6 is early. and when 3 pieces of hw is due on the same day everyone dies XD

I'M OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO BATTLE ROYALE! it's just.. Amazing. it's a long story so i won't crap too much, but it's really like the best book i've ever read. alright, maybe not language wise but content and plot wise this is the book of the century man. note: not for the weak-hearted. and YAYYE MAN ting2 got her dad to buy the vcd for us and he's sending it over in 2 weeks time. stupid ppl here banned it so we can't get it. and if we try Ebay it's gonna be like 2 times the price at least. but wahahahha we're going to watch it. i can't wait man.

woohoo mr paul tan totally rocks! we were asking him if he had the vcd today and he looked at us with that LOOK at first (cos it was full of violence and killings) but then he said he was searching for it himself XD and he said he'd look up his friends to see if they had it. Plus if we found it on ebay he would share the cost with us :) XD the funniest part is when he said 'if u all find must lend me too cos i also want to watch hee hee'. yes, he really did say HEE HEE. finally someone who shares the same interests as us (namely me amandy nun ting2 Ls and zj). he is just so cool. (sigh, too bad he's not our FT. mou mou ren said he's never even read the book when we asked him about it. tsk tsk.)

mr ingham finally came back to visit today after council investiture(for a measly 30 secs) but nvm, we're not complaining!

the CI was fun! tho we din get to watch finish (damn badminton tournament!) but overall it was really organized. highlight - 'mr and mrs ingham' XD XD XD XD

and finally, the song made famous by battle royale :) <3 <3 tho it's not that nice as a song i like the lyrics. PLUS it was mentioned so many times in battle royale. and i think it really fits the story. ok some parts a bit bian tai if u read in between the lines but the last paragraph is REALLY really battle royale man.

Born To Run

bruce springsteen

In the day we sweat it out in the streets of a runaway American dream
At night we ride through mansions of glory in suicide machines
Sprung from cages out on HighWay 9
Chrome wheeled, fuel injected
And steppin' out over the line
Baby this town rips the bones from your back
It's a death trap, it's a suicide rap
We gotta get out while we're young
'Cause tramps like us, baby we were born to run
Wendy let me in I wanna be your friend
I want to guard your dreams and visions
Just wraps your legs 'round these velvet rims
And strap your hands across my engines
Together we could break this trap
We'll run till we drop, baby we'll never go back
Will you walk with me out on the wire
'Cause baby I'm just a scared and lonely rider
But I gotta know how it feels
I want to know if your love is wild
Girl I want to know if love is real
Beyond the Palace hemi-powered drones scream down the boulevard
The girls comb their hair in rearview mirrors
And the boys try to look so hard
The amusement park rises bold and stark
Kids are huddled on the beach on a mist
I wanna die with you Wendy on the streets tonight
In an everlasting kiss

The highway's jammed with broken heroes
On a last chance power drive
Everybody's out on the run tonight
But there's no place left to hide
Together Wendy we can live with the sadness
I'll love you with all the madness in my soul
Someday girl I don't know when
We're gonna get to that place
Where we really want to go
And we'll walk in the sun
But till then tramps like us
Baby we were born to run

com

2005-01-22T18:48:00.000+08:00

You Are the Individualist

4
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What number are you?

Choir was quite okay! tho night and sunset aren't that good but ms lim said our como tu had a gold sound and it was so NANYANG. that's quite some compliment (considering the person it came from!) waaha. night and sunset. hai. maybe we only know how to blast. XD

we're going to fairfield for combined prac next sat. maybe seeing shuyi? not exactly interesed in seeing beeyang :D we'll be in the hall so i think it's gonna be hell loud!

actually i blogged this yesterday but com decided to die on me so everything disappeared. jiamin's learnt to blog in word. maybe i should too.

sam and jess are staying in BS. i wanted to go at first but i can't stand having a curfew. PLUS i can't see my com for so many days. PLUS there isn't my own tv. PLUS there isn't a hi-fi. PLUS i can't bring all of my cds. hahahaha.

special svc yesterday rocked! praise and worship was awesome (emotions!) we've got great voices among us. total singapore idols. XD

new layout

2005-01-21T15:31:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i put the new layout up. made it in dec hols but never had a chance to put it up. completed coding in abt half an hour. image from gettyimages and i used a lot of brushes. i love brushes! XD

i realise i'm not doing any homework today. but oh wells there's tomorrow and sunday. nothing to fear :)

Googlism is pure crap but funn! :D it says tat

yixiao is my classmate
yixiao is an influential iconoclastic internet rebel
yixiao is the green bat king

hmm. interestingo.

boo

2005-01-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

i'm so gonna <3 friday cos it's a holiday!!!

hmm it's the sec 2s turn to decorate the choir notice board this year so the aep peeps HAFTA come up with some ideas! i really have none right now.. hav to include achievements (blarh) and what we're going to do in 2005. and of course our names! =D

dadeedums. i like 1/2 better than 1/1. :) though our psgl sessions are mostly devoted to crap, we have a hell lot of fun!

i still can't believe that someone frm 1/1 said choir sucks like hell right infront of terri. like wtf. honestly, quite alot of sec 1s this year's got A.P. (but not 1/2! :D) like the incident at choir auditions, this sec 1 girl said to kaixuan 'how dare u talk to me like this'. i wasn't there actually but i don't think kaixuan would have said something that provoked her so much...? and even if she did, it was only right for the sec 1 to give the president of the cca she was auditioning for some respect.

i'm seeing mr ingham alort lately! and i realised that 3/3 has alot of people i know. just to name a few, cheryl, bingyu, zhou zhao, corinna...... and there's more. HAHAs.

i lurved assembly today! i think it's only today that i realised how talented theatre club nanyang is. and of course, evelyn the shy guy! :P overall the performance was VERY polished. i liked it a lot! they're going to perform this at some other schools i think. i only rmb acsi and yuhua (?).

i kind of regret agreeing to sign up for that lianhezaobao writer thingy! and now i have to go to this camp and duno what training larh. i think if i get thru or what i have to write articles for bao mi hua. :( and now liu's left us and suddenly i don't find chinese that fun anymore since he was the one who got me into this mess in the first place! OH BTW, liu's teaching yina's bro's friend right now. SO FUN.

talking abt chinese. felt kind of bad today when the new chinese teacher photocopied her notes for us (as i asked her to). and her notes were really quite comprehensive and can see that she really went thru alot of trouble (hand)writing everything and preparing for her lessons. but none of us actually bother to listen to her properly :( this is badd. i'm going to have to listen to her tomoro.

blehhs

2005-01-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

realised i haven't been blogging all week! i'm coming home everyday feeling very tired. yesterday after 3rd lang i came home at 6, collapsed onto my bed and woke up at 10 to take a bath and then go back to sleep again. i've got this template which i made over the hols and it's rotting in my documents waiting to be put up. IF i had the time . . .

i'm sick. just sneezed like 15 times in a row.

i'm so pissed at all the projects and stuffs the school is dumping onto us. SIAs for every subject, OM, and even CME we have to do this stupid portfolio thing which i totally have zilch interest in. Five day week is getting really taxing. for 4 out of the 5 days i return at around 7pm. French+AEP=DIE. Deadlines for homework submission is getting shorter and shorter. last time mr ingham used to give us 3 days for submission and now the tcher expects everyone to hand up in 1 day. HOW COME NO ONE UNDERSTANDS?! i wouldn't mind if the projects weren't grp work. but at this rate we totally have no time to meet up/discuss/all that shit.

The worst thing's that i've got svc on saturday. ok, im' not saying bad stuff about svc, but now that we're all mostly not free on weekdays the only chance to meet up is saturday afternoons. i hate having to give lame and stupid excuses to minzhen almost every single week about me having this/that on. i can't take all the lectures about setting my priorities correctly and putting God first ANYMORE.

Minzhen, i know that u really want to get me to come for svc every week, learn more of His word, and everything. But even svc is getting taxing for me. i can't afford to take that saturday afternoon off. i'm sure God dosen't want to see me collapse.

u know what, nanyang? alot of things u just CHONG CHONG CHONG and force us to run at a pace we cannot take. but no one understands that we're not coping at all. all u know is WE must accomodate to your wishes and keep up with your pace but we're all panting like hell back here.

Even choir. i really can't take 2 days a week for cca. band, worse. 3 days a week.

but i'm still holding on to that thin rope that's on the verge of snapping already. i'm not going to let french go. NO. i refuse to give in.

jiaqi's going back to china tomorrow. for good. i really envy her actually. for letting everything go so easily. >< wish her all the best larhh.

my computer's screwed. some virus or whatever. all the documents that i download frm IVLE are 'unavailable'. can't do my maths worksheet.

si le suan le.

fucker

2005-01-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

yay finally got a teacher who makes life a little bit more interesting! John mackintosh :D i may decide to mug a little harder for history this year! :P he's like so madd cann! was shaking his butt when jianing was pondering over his question XD and of course, the scottish way of pronouncing william farquhar (fucker) which is already quite famous across the level. haha and now we can go fker fker fker and say we're studying history. but somehow he reminds me of mr ingham. hmm..

i'm starting to like the maths teacher cos she's totally bonkers! ahhaha! she must be very good in psychology i think .. and i liked the quiz thingy she gave us. i'm a hybrid of dynamic and common sense learner.

our relief science teacher rocks and i dont' ever want ms chee back. NEVER. i heart sherilyn jie jie.

when on earth is our TEACHER X going to be changed? i got this eerie feeling that i'm going to fail chinese this year if she continues to teach.

anyways today mr derek was walking past our class at dismissal and i was wearing my own jacket cos school dismiss le. then he stopped and asked me why i wearing!! then i was quite nervous then i was like, er, i thought dismiss le then can wear! he was like, 'aiyo! PSGL leh!!' so i v scared. then after that he suddenly started grinning then said 'haiya i'm only teasing you.. i know you are a GOOD girl. why not just wear the school jacket for convenience haha!' okaayy.. -___- to think i was worried for a minute hha! i've decided to wear the school jacket frm now on. for the sake that he told me NICELY and didn't bark at me like certain teachers will.

i think a lot of people around nanyang should look to mr derek tan as an example of a good teacher. he teaches a LOT more than what the textbooks say. and he's super patient!

today i was seriously pissed/sad/going to cry cos of the lang arts grouping. i don't mind huilin jolyn and jamie. but the rest is really ... and during the discussion abt TKAM all the other grps were so noisily discussing and ours is the only one where no ones' talking. i couldn't talk also cos i haven't read the book yet -__- and wow! the biggest wooden block in class is sitting infront of me and all she knows is to stare blankly and expressionlessly. after that i was really frustrated cos mr tan said we have to stay in that group for some time at least. what if in the end i fail TKAM the whole thing!? if no one discusses then we're all going to learn nothing! that's why i was looking so pissed and everything and after that when nun LS and amandy was asking me if i was ok and everything my tears were already brimming but i managed to control and not to cry. and afterwards i begged yanne to change grp with me and i hope it works.

but luckily after that mz's surprise bday party went successfully! XD suet's cake was so childish! haha but cute lah. so i had to lie to her that i forgot to bring bread for holy comm :x and i'm a very bad liar. but she still fell for it! so the plan worked wahaha! and i think my affirmation was lousy. hai. and me and tracee both ended up giving her winne the pool apparels!

2005-01-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

[yellowcard-only one]

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

><

2005-01-04T15:44:00.000+08:00

saddened. i just realised today that all the teachers i liked were gone. and the rest ~~whom i didn't like~~ either stayed or have been changed too. maths is this lady teacher i think. i BET we're going to have to do the maths holiday assignment this year. i miss the teacher who cancelled it for us and replaced it with 2 quizzes instead. who cares if sometimes he's got a bad temper?

And chinese we got this duno what TR X person?? she/he's NEVER going to be as nice as liu! ok he's got an accent. but he's really the nicest teacher anyone can get.

My new french teacher. he's a fantastic french speaker but he's a complete wacko! i miss monsieur gilbert already.

Even our form teacher! the one now is okay but it just won't be the same.

And english. it's now eng and lit combined and i HATE that. it means lessons are gonna be even more rushed. and summore the teacher is AKA our form teacher. I WANT MRS CHITRA AND MRS CHAN!!

jolyn is so right. we really didn't treasure all the gd teachers we had last year. lucky mr ellis is still with us. or else it's really going to get depressing.

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, that's why I love you'

how come we're getting the same ~~beeeep~~teacher for SCIENCE? O.o

anyway about our 2nd day, we hang out with our sec 1 class all day. Me and sam's combined big group is FUNKAE! =P H&D!

and after that we came bac to 1/2 class and was slacking then suddenly lynette said (from the back of the class) that the girl who looked like a boy say she thot i was sec 3. then sam was like 'HEY THEN ME LEH?' then she said she thot she is sec 1 so sam was saddened. XD

monsieur yong refuses to let us go for tmr afternoon's cca exhibition without a school letter. cos rgs already submitted their school letter. dosen't our school care AT ALL? it's like not the first time they had a letter and we didn't.

and i don't think we're going to make it on time for 3rd lang. Nanyang girls are going to be late every lesson and then our teacher's going to give us that chou lian. WTF. MONSIEUR GILBERT!!!!!!! ><

firstday.

2005-01-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

O.o first day of school today. LUAN! i think psgls are even more blur than the sec 1s cos we totally were not briefed about what actually was going to happen. like we have to be stationed at the canteen and everything. i think it was cos of the rain then have to have more people to direct the sec 1s to the hall. but ANYWAY... my class is funkae! as in, my sec 1 class. 1/2 was not so dead compared to, like, 1/5. who were TOTALLY like staring at sam when she said hi to them.

and for some moments we were lost. like the schedule given to us said that we were supposed to be staying with them the whole day but the councillors attached to 1/2 said that we could go off during the dialogue session. so i went down with sam and found that we were like the only psgls who are not with their class?? then afterwards during the 2nd assembly talk i think the schedule said we were supposed to go bac to our own class and then amandy they all and some others actually stayed with their sec 1 class! so ended up some psgls were in class and some were not.luckily the teachers like blur blur also. :D

[wth... morning first thing go to class nv see people i want to see O.o]

hurhur. 1/2 got this girl who looks like this taiwanese actor who acted as a gay. then the girl has short hair. so now when i look at her i think of 'a girl who looks like a guy who is gay.' complicated! =D but she was quite friendly with her other classmates. and i THINK her name is hui something XD i only remember carol and christabel and EYU! eyu is such a cute name can :P then playing wacko and everyone keep calling EYU.

and shan (who's in charge of 1/1) told me my direct junior class got this CHAO attitude girl. like she was folding her arms the whole time with that kind of shitty expression on her face. and she altered her blouse/skirt or something. interesting character! wonder if she's frm AEP? :D ting2 is interested in knowing her. hahaha.

our new form teacher is a very boring person but he's very nice (or so they say cos i wasn't in class the whole time). and he teaches english which i tend not to get A1s in. and lit. which i'm not very stable in. To be honest, i rather JCI. the other teachers i haven't met actually except for the funky RJC-nanyang science teacher! ecology! haha. 'can you all have some reaction?!??!!?'...'SHIT.' just finished her As at rj so she just left ny like 2 years ago O.o she's really VERY nanyang. better than that (trans) relieve lit teacher we had last year (who's also our senior) and she's ... weird.

our chinese teacher is this TR X person?! duno who. then we were saying to put E in between R and X then become T-rex.... ok, kidding! anyway we're guessing that it's mr alex teo. :D

i got this feeling that my french communication skills is going to improve tremendously this year cos monsieur yong refuses to speak english in all circumstances. unless we REALLY don't understand a word he's saying. -___- and his french is cheem and fast. but his ex students (in sec 3 now) were speaking to him then i heard and hello the both of them spoke like french natives ?!?!?! damn. does he want to train us into like that or something! XD

looks like an interesting year ahead *_^

gmail!

2005-01-02T13:07:00.000+08:00

wow! gmail suddenly granted me with 10 more gmail invites! who wants gmail?? WHO WANTS GMAIL! anyway i decided to invite myself... =D shall start using that account when i get sick of pink.attitude. actually i'm already sick. hmm. shall i switch now? ok the new account will be for msn only :D emails to pink.attitude@gmail.com!

stolen from yanan's lj.

Bolding Surveys:
01. I love alcohol.
02. I'm single.
03. I'm straight.
04. I love to dance.
05. I wish I didn't have to go to school so early.
06. I miss a lot of people.
07. I hate when people type LyKe ThIs in a normal conversation
08. I wish I could be an artist.
09. I try not to cry in front of people.
10. I have one older brother.
11. I have some crazy conversations online.
12. I like people who make me laugh.
13. I am Portugese.
14. I hate snow.
15. I love livejournal.
16. I hate liars.
17. I know how to do the Macarena.
18. I love Tupac.
19. Sarcasm is my friend.
20. I've done drugs.
21. I want to travel more.
22. I know how to do the tootsie roll.
23. I have a horrible relationship with my parents.
24. I've done lists like this before.
25. I procrastinate
26. I like to shop.
27. I hate people who judge.
28. I wish I was a little kid again.
29. I wish I spent more time with my friends.
30. I want to accomplish more of the goals I've set for myself.
31. I love my bed.
32. I need money.
33. I wish I had a job.
34 went missing...
35. I like going to sleep late.
36. When I die, I want to be buried with my mom.
37. I'd like to go to college.
38. I like staying out till the AM.
39. My parents got divorced when I was 5.
40. I love making people happy.
41. I want to go to Hawaii.
42. I want to study criminal justice.
43. I don't mind getting shots.
44. I like to sleep.
45. I hate Bush.
46. I feel as though few people understand me
47. I spend a lot of time thinking.
48. I don't like prudes.
49. I love horor movies.
50. I'm insane.
51. I sleep on my side.
52. I've never had a job at Target.
53. I want to own an apartment in NYC.
54. I like little kids.
55. I love Mexican food.
56. I want my license.
57. I am not a good musician, but wish I was. (wish i were better)
58. I love hanging out with my friends.
59. I don't like the President.
60. I curse too much.
61. I've been to Puerto Rico.
62. I don't beleive in aliens.
63. I don't believe in afterlife.
64. I love drawing.
65. I would like to be fluent in another language.
66. I love The Parkers.
67. I've never told anyone all of my secrets.
68. I hate it when people around me are sad.
69. I love pictures
70. I sing, but not well enough. (doesn't everyone)
71. I love the rain.
72. I wish people didn't label other people. (well, it's fun.)
73. I wish I was happy
74. I love hpnotiq.
75. I wish I was tan.
76. I wish I had talent
77. I don't like to read.
78. I get bored easily.
79. I might never get married. (yes I am afriad of that :O)
80. I like massages.
82. Ben and Jerry's ice cream is the best.
83. I like wife beaters.
84. I am in love with my friends.
85. I want my tounge pierced.
86. I like to sleep under a bunch of blankets.
87. I hate losing touch with people.
88. While I've had some close calls, I've never met anyone who really reminds me of me.
89. I don't like people who complain about everything.
90. I've never had a job.
91. I wish I could live in my own house.
92. I am Irish.
93. I hate snitches.
94. I'm a beantown baby.
95. I think hating someone based on their gender, ethnicity, or sexual preference is stupid.
96. I love the night sky!
97. I'm self conscious.
98. I have lots of regrets, and never believe people who tell me they have none.
99. I love big sweatshirts.
100. I love concerts.

new year!

2005-01-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone! 010105.

Was at yijun's house for cg yesterday and it was hella good fun! =D had shepherding with mz first before going together with the rest of the gang. anyway we watched les choristes and white chicks!! i love les choristes!!!! the angelic handsome boy (which yijun hua-chi-ed over) who had the angelic voice. OMG! i want the soundtrack man. and white chicks of course, the dumb but funny movie. And tracee i think cooked spaghetti and alphabet (?) soup. yum!

wanted to buy uniform from coro but the uncle so slack never open shop again. BLEARGHS.

At night i didn't countdown cos i was too tired. XD

So went to svc today and saw that alot of ppl have new hairstyles! :P and as usual pastor jeff preached. YAY to anthea for her 2 visitors!

After that went to esplanade to meet my godsister and then we hang around esplanade then went to some italian restaurant and ate beside sg river.

OOH! AND THEN WE WALKED AROUND ESPLANADE AND FOUND THAT ELECTRICO WAS HAVING THIS GIG THERE! ARHHH!!!!!! Omg omg omg! i didn't know that! i saw the female keyboardist then i was like jumping up and down. they were awesome!

ok so there went my hectic first day of 2005.

resolutions

2004-12-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

all the tsunami and killer waves news is SO depressing. we actually considered going to phuket at the beginning of this year. thinking back, i'm glad we didn't.

NEW YEAR
RESOLUTIONS

MM, i'm seeing alot of those, so i shall start writing mine.

1) something about doing better in choir but i duno how to put it across.
2) to be more like Him.
3) to stop being a procrastinator x)
4) get into NYIP. serious. i still like RJ the most but, yeah.
5) stop buying so many cds! xD
6) save more.
7) improve maths. it's gonna be useful if i'm really going into architecture.
8) be more consistent in AEP work.
9) skip lunch everyday.
10) to be a good PSGL? x)
11) improve chinese.
12) learn not to be too perfectionist at times.
13) to do the right things at the right time.
14) not act on impulse.
15) set my priorities correctly.

no. 11 is one of my latest resolutions. i went back to beijing this hols then found that my chinese seriously sucks. i spluttered infront of my relatives okay? haha this sounds funny but honestly i used alot of silly vocab. i feel utterly ashamed of my chinese standard.. =D

that's all. until i can think of more! =D

i'm going to miss 2004. being a sec 1 and all XD

quizzes!

2004-12-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

quizzes now. bored.

You Are Jasmine!

Independent and adventurous. You don't want much; just to break out of the guilded cage society has put you in and experience life to the fullest. Following orders isn't really one of your strong points, and you would rather live a life of poverty than being forced into something that you hate.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

Yes. this is me.

you are darkorchid
#9932CC

Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You're the one who goes to all the parties but doesn't quite fit in at every one... you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You're a little different and that's okay with them, and if you're smart it's okay with you too.

Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen.

Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

ME ME ME!

Peppy
You love life. That's obvious. Your a go-getter, and follow your dreams, despite what people say. You put joy in what you do, and people are highly impressed with your work.

What kinda of artist are you?

QUITE me.

the choir sec 4s grad party today was torture but fun! :P we were walking all around bukit timah. WALKING. all the way until CCAB then SMU then NYPS then back to BOTANIC GARDENS then TCH. we didn't complete everything if not there's still bkt timah plaza and KAP. some amazing race the com planned for us. while we were walking it wasn't that fun but afterwards when i tink of it actually quite nice! :P good exercise oso larh. i just didn't like the CCAB station. make us run 800m. then i think not enuf time given also. 9 stations in 4 hours. and so much walking. actually can make it one but FINE LAH we lazy :P

actually the best part of all was the last part. when we all came back to M301 first and listened to some CD that someone burned. alot of random nice songs :P

must give credits to celine coz i think she did quite alot for today. not to say the others did nothing but, yeah.

thanks jac for saying that i can't follow rules. but next time tell ME instead of speaking behind my bac. i take it as a compliment! :D seriously, i'm not the kind of person who dosen't follow all the rules on purpose to appear rebellious and 'cool' or whatever. i follow rules that i find reasonable. it's actually very personal. just that everyone thinks differently larh. crap, COMMONWEALTH ESSAY!

2004-12-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

[Yellowcard - only one]

I MISS BEIJING. the weather, the food, the shopping, the snow . . . . .

Procrastinator. i'm a bloody procrastinator. commonwealth essay. how'm i going to finish it?!

was at orchard today with shan and she got her (very beloved) new bag from 37D. we're going to save up and get crumpler bags! DETERMINATION.

it's going to be a busy year ahead. i miss 2004 already.

Got this thing frm louise/celine's blogs.

On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing), and write down your favourite line of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line. Then, have your friends comment and see if they know the songs.

Good luck, and thou shalt not cheat.

1)I've heard this life is overrated , but I hope that it gets better as we go
2)I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
3) I don?t mind spending everydayOut on your corner in the pouring rainLook for the girl with the broken smileAsk her if she wants to stay awhile
4)Well I'll be there when you call me in the middle of the night I will keep the rain from falling down into your eyes
5)If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly
6)Many's the time I ran with you down The rainy roads of your old town
7)Catalyst you insist to pull me down You contradict the fact that you still want me around
8)Holding hands with you, and we're out at night Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right And I've got someone waiting too
9)There's nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but there's no sound
10) So no one told you life was gonna be this way [four claps] Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
11) Baby we was making straight A's,But we were stuck in a dumb daze,
12)when I am down, and oh my soul's so weary when troubles come and my heart burdened be. Then I am still and wait here in the silence until you come and sit a while with me.
13)keep on whispering in my ear tell me all the things that i wanna hear
14)And I won't forget the way you loved me
15)So I might try to leave it all behind I know tomorrow's not so bright now
16)And I hope you are the one I share my life with.And I wish that you could be the one I die with.And I pray that you're the one I build my home with.I hope I love you all my life.
17)When I lose my will to win, I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
18)How can i put it? you put me onI even fell for that stupid love song
19) i can hardly catch my breath i hope it ends
20)Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them

merry xmas!

2004-12-24T14:03:00.000+08:00

MERRYXMAS

heyy! hohoho! -___- merry xmas everyone! thanks for tagging! *hugs* bleargh, can't even go to your blogs to wish u all coz blogspot having some problem then i can't visit all the blogspot blogs.

BAND PEOPLE

sorry i can't go there to support u all coz i'm overseas and all.

sigh. how i wish i'm celebrating xmas with all my sisters and brothers in service! :( boohoo.

not much to say here, shall reply tags! :D

Amandy - thanks for the cd!

prince/yingting/huiying/melissa/cinders/traceeeeeee/jas/jiamin/cheryl/melissa2 :MERRY XMAS HO HO HO and a happy new year x)

kays that's about it, have a great xmas and i'll see the PSGLs at the briefing and the rest of u guys in sch! can't wait XD

beijing 2!

2004-12-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

ahh, beijing! the glamour, the food, the life! X) haha winter is nicer! the big air-con world.

how's the choir doing? heard u all have an outing! ARGH! i'm gonna miss it. ><>

ha can't blog much now. bought shoes today and threw away my old pair x)

tata for now :) can't access my blog!!

2004-12-11T08:31:00.000+08:00

ha! at airport now! :D leaving soon! :)

beijing!

2004-12-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

YAYYE it's beijing tomorrow morning!

determination. i MUST stop being such a procrastinator and start on my commonwealth essay. did the algebra yesterday. was a breeze. :D considering i sneakily finished about half of it in the hall during some EOY paper's going-through session.

skye sweetnam - tangled up in me

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
Hey! Hey! Hey!

ha! somehow i'm re - addicted to this song! :D

choir today. ms lim actually said our como tu sounded quite good for first time! aaa! =) don't worry ms lim coz u're gonna find your confidence in nanyang!

shall bring my scores to beijing. hope the piano over there is still working :D i still have to learn sunset! went over it today. should be quite okay.

back on the 27th! tata for now (:

jukebox!

2004-12-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

just updated the jukebox a little! still got some links not working and somemore songs i want to add.. but tired now. all the stupid mp3 sites driving me insane coz all of them give fake links of mp3s that actually lead to another mp3 site. anyone got a good mp3 provider??

nothing to do now so let's reply tags here! haha

[avriladdict] at least u have 256mb one.. all i have is a discman! boohoo
[yanan] YUP!
[prince] ALEXANDER!
[suet] lucky alto part easy to learn/nice! =D
[melissa] which melissa is this? i think it's the conductor one :D
[jiamin] haha! melissa goh as the sec 1 in A2 right?
[jiaying] it's M18 just because of a LITTLE bit of bisexuality. wa! i want to go japan with choir too! hint hint hahah
[avriladdict] ohh! that's great! i used to really want to join guides coz i was a brownie in pri sch.

yay! thanks nun for digital fortress! <3!! i'll bring it on the plane to read!

boohoo.. wish i can finish the commonwealth essay TOMORROW. determination.

[beijing on saturday]

CONVERSE!

2004-12-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

aaaaa! i like como tu!! i think the ending is super super chao nice okay! though it's clashing like siao but we the 18 parts have a nice flow of notes hidden inside the clashing chords. duno how to describe also... it's quite complicated. but if we pull it off it's going to be really impressive. JIAYOU EVERYONE! who cares if SYF next year is all foreign judges? (:

though now the sops tend to get lost coz their part quite hard, i forsee a great future! lol. work hard and i think we're going to make it!

after choir watched xmas with the kranks with amandy nun and prince. it's quite an average movie if u ask me.. loads of cliched stuff here and there. but i liked all the christmas spirit in it. which singapore doesn't REALLY have.

i'm looking forward to phantom of the opera. :D pity alexander (the bisexual conqueror :D) is M18. it would have been really interesting. and of course bridget jones. NC16.

and after that we roamed around and nun bought thick laces (like mine) and i bought something that i've been wanting since last year. =D

i was in an awesome mood until TRL started. bleargh! i was watching and then they announced that 20 lucky people in the TRL audience that day has just won themselves U2 limited-edition IPODS!!!! ARGH! FREE! toopid lucky folks! TRL always has a LOT of goodies. like last time everyone in the audience that day was given electric guitars. limited edition ones too. WTF!! i'm gonna have to go to TRL one day. one day.

choir again tmr.

wuaha

2004-12-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

LOL!. i accidentally scolled the scroll on my scrolliemouse when i was at jolyn's blog just now and suddenly like 5 other windows popped out! OMG. i think was her links. that drop-down box thingy.

someone's blog had her new year resolutions.. and alot of it were stuff like 'to remain top for blahsubject', 'better marks for blahsubject'. honestly, is that all u have in your life? that's sad.

so bored! and i'm missing prague. like everyone else (:

my dad and i went out to get gifts for some relatives and we ended up buying things for ourselves! heeeeex :D it ALWAYS happens.

Find out what flavour ice cream you are @ star-girl.org!

hmm.

What dessert are you? Find out @ star-girl.org!

-_____-

BACK!

2004-12-02T16:55:00.000+08:00

PRAGUE PICS!

we'rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre back! PRAGUE TOTALLY ROCKED! Sg choirs were awesome! NanyangCathighTemasekJCTanjongKatong choirs (: Cat high so li hai won the whole thing and was overall champion... (somemore mr kwei got best conductor) their sopranos were so damn high and freaky >< but they were nice people and cheered for us.

boo! all yiting's fault! she recorded some african choir's performance instead of TKs!!! now the person is lost forever..................... :(

pity we couldn't take pics at alot of nice places like the jewish synagogues and stuffs which all had amazingly decorated interiors.

i think this prague trip has bought us praggers (invention of jiamin) much closer as a choir. everyone was just so helpful to one another during the trip. and i got to speak to people whom i've never spoken to before. like chiewshan, shawna, even joelynn who i rarely spoke to before the trip.

i'll ask my friend who the cat high max is for lilin's sake (:(:(: thank me girl!

prague was such a pretty place! except for the dog poos and certain disgusting posters and adult shops and that sex machines museum and the VERY suggesting adverts and..... :D the PREVIEW channels in the hotel. wahhaa.

i've got so much to say! :D but i can never finish blabbering in one single blog entry.

i arrived in time for the sg idol finals!!! TAUFIK BATISAH! when he won the whole neighbourhood was screaming his name! yayye man. singapore voted with some taste tonight.

Me and mrs jones.........

today i woke up at 12.30pm :D jet lag. i miss prague.

leaving!

2004-11-24T18:53:00.000+08:00

Haha! i know i've already blogged today but i'm blogging again :)

i'm getting those pre-flight blues again. worries about how i'm gonna get on the plane and never get to touch ground again, etc. (: it sounds funny but, yeah, i feel that way everytime i fly though i've flew (hha!) like 3219120 times. :D

i'll pray before i leave :)

xfridayinlove - My new livejournal! haven't finished customizing and everything but haha just put the link here first.

Au revoir everyone (: Cya in 8 days time.

prague.

2004-11-24T10:22:00.000+08:00

Yepps. will be leaving for prague in approx. 9 hours time. i'm starting to feel the excitement! haha. :) those who haven't seen snow be4 are in for a treat!

yayness. i'll be missing the blog *sniff*

i'm thinking of getting a livejournal..

lilin!

2004-11-23T19:37:00.000+08:00

Ha! highlight of today's choir was lilin mann!

When ms lim mentioned that cat high choir was going to prague on same flight as us lilin went 'CAT HIGH?!' and made the stool beside her fall with a loud BANG onto the floor. woah girl, didn't realise you were sooooooooo into cat high :) i'm not complaining, anything is better than AHEMAHEMAHEMtchAHEMAHEM

haha. lilin and her cat high fetish. the whole m301 was roaring with laughter. even ms lim. poor lilin :D

saw band practising in the hot sun. duno wtf they're doing! i still like m301 better :D

PragueTOMORO! woop.

still have to finish hiding all my EUROS in different places ((:

the black pullovers are nice! except for the, erm, inner-lining. it stuck all over my hongzi! argh. and it's got a weird smell so i just washed it. duno if the inner-lining will continue to hang onto clothes! yeek! poor isabelle. her pullover's too small for her :P and plus, she has the BEST roomate. ahems.

anyone fancy latenight poker? heex. just kidding (:

shutttttter!

2004-11-22T17:17:00.000+08:00

Watched shutter with my foster sister yesterday. Thai horror flick. i liked it! it wasn't like certain american horror movies that just lacked depth seriously. And there was actually a very funny part in between to loosen up the tense atmosphere. heeex. i screamed at only one part!*beams*. Got this girl commit suicide (shan't say further) then her mom still pretend she's alive then told her visitors that she's having a nap. then when the visitors went up they turned the girl (who was facing sideways) upwards and saw that the girl was already dead for long and rotting. ARRRGGH! alot of people screamed at that scene coz it was really a shock! yuck. but of course that part's not the main focus lahh :D go watch it! i'm lurving it :)

imagine, the guy's neck kept hurting after the death of the girl.. and when he was measuring his weight the weight was like 130KG and he's bloody thin. turned out that the girl was sitting on him with her hands around his neck all the time. EEEEEERK!

okay, enuff of that :D:D

ooh, i collected 'i like it like that', the 6th gossip girl novel by cecily von ziegesar. i had to reserve it k! my 1.50 bucks. when i checked the catalogue all of the copies were either on loan or already queued for. heh heh.. have to resist the temptation to read it now. i'll read it on the prague plane when everyone's asleep. i can't sleep on night planes! . and i'm bringing a stack of cds ((: be prepared mah!

things i still have to do/buy
Black file for choir scores
vitamins (forced to buy!)
instant noodles for latenight munchings :D:D
Extra batteries for walkman :D
hand/face cream. dry weather.
change Euros!

countdown to prague : 1 more day

choir.

2004-11-20T17:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Ngee ann came to choir today. then we sang for each other lahh.. we sang 6 songs they sang 2 songs! haha..

then their performance was actually much more enjoyable than ours. both songs were very lively and tune was catchy. plus the cute actions! so overall though their sound was not as good as ours, their performance was much better than ours.

Ours was just wayy too pushy. like what the mr yong (sp?) said, we were just pushing all our voice and volume and notes out. technically it was sound. but musically it's zero. i think it's because we're trying too hard to impress ngee ann! then we end up rushing mundi renovatio till like duno what and sop1s are out for almost every song. then the whole choir's out of tune coz sops are domineering. argh! so it was a flop, basically. we're becoming like olinda! like ms lim said, be like taufik! enjoy yourself on stage, and sing your hearts out! notes and tempo are no good already at this point of time.

tho ms lim did say nanyang choir's got the best sound out of all her choirs. clapps for that! woohoo. we've got potential. so lets stretch it to the fullest! oomph!

changed my template again hehe. i'm bored!

oh, honk if u love TAUFIK BATISAH! ((:

countdown to prague : 3 days.

couldn't go for service today. sadded.

taufik for idol.

FOUL!!

2004-11-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

FOUL!!!

i think zhuoxuan and ahmah and gina going to kill me for this :P but really, if sly wins idol it'd be foul. but then again, it's singapore IDOL. IDOL dosen't mean talent.

*sniffs for oli*

but i like sly's natural-ness. sometimes oli tries too much (like ms lim said). taufik is always so.. HIM. he makes every song he sings sound like the song belonged to him. and he'll be MY idol even if singapore votes blindly at the finals.

oh yeah! i collected the pullover already. it's SO BLARDY BIG! it looks awfully big on me, and prince's one even bigger! haha! i don't know how i'm going to wear it! and where i'm going to wear it! and it's woolen (i just noticed) i think i'll only be able to wear it in winter! and it's damn long too! sigh! haha..

tmr choir ngee ann sec's coming to sing for us and listen to us sing! hope it's not too awful :D

countdown to prague : 4 days

life.

2004-11-19T11:17:00.000+08:00

Was at yiting's house for her BBQ on wed. Was cool (tho i think her mom did everything and we just ate :D and bought food and drinks of course) but we missed champion's final ending! AHEM. someone said it was after the new show at around 10. but i thought it was before it started.. so everyone missed it. together. the irony.. haa

how come i can't see the pix! should have uploaded it onto shutterfly or something... would be easier and don't need to register to view and everything.

ytd morning - esplanade roof terrace! i think that place's totally awesome for cg! especially in the morning. i think my praise leading v bad lah! all credits go to liping.. :D i must go learn guitar. DETERMINATION :D

toot! the pullover didn't come out yesterday. going now to see if its ready with prince then will go for choir.. :) hope ms lim's in a good mood today.

haha

2004-11-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

nun, thanks for saving my life! haha :D

the quiz! go take it! it's fun :) got it from cherie's blog.

I am a hybrid of:
Indie Girl
Career Girl
Click on the pictures below to read more:

Take the 'What Kind of Girl Are You?' quiz at CookingToHookup.com

Heex. the descriptions!

indie girl
An Indie Girl's life is a Statement with a capital S, but unlike the Granola Girl, the statement is not political -- it's artistic. Indie Girls consider themselves actresses in the movie of life. Your meal needs to be constructed like an independent film. If you're bringing her over for a date, you are playing a character in her movie. If you create a setting, props, and a soundtrack that are good enough to avoid the cutting-room floor, she's yours.

You can boil the Indie Girl down to two words: cultural literacy. Or how about these two: media consumption. As the Gourmet Girl loves food and all that goes with it, the Indie Girl loves media: books, movies, music, and art. The good news is you don't have to be rich, good-looking, or famous to win this girl's heart. The bad news is she will judge you based on your music choices, the books you read, and the films you watch.

She Might Be a Indie Girl if:

She drives: a classic car, a VW beetle, a Mini Cooper, or a Vespa scooter.
She can talk for more than ten minutes about: obscure pop culture.
She begins her sentences with: "It's like that Simpsons episode . . ."
She'd never: drive a mini-van.
She owns any of the following: TiVo, a mini-DV camera, an iPod, a pottery wheel, a serger, or a lava lamp.

career girl
You don't need to be a rocket scientist to hit a home run with the Career Girl. However, it wouldn't hurt to be an EVP, SVP, or CEO of a Fortune 500 consortium. Bottom line: You can achieve synergy with the Career Girl by strategically leveraging your core competencies in order to deliver value-added, win-win solutions. At the end of the day, the Career Girl appreciates a proactive, results-driven approach. What you need, my friend, is an operational game plan.

If the paragraph above leaves you feeling a little out of the loop, here's the English translation: You don't have to be brilliant to deeply impress the Career Girl, but it wouldn't hurt to be a senior executive at a large, successful company. In simple terms, you can build a common bond with the Career Girl by focusing attention on your own basic talents in order to show her how a relationship with you could be a good thing for everybody. Once everything is said and done, the Career Girl is looking for a guy who is upwardly mobile, forward-looking, and, above all, isn't just letting life happen to him. So, you can't just let this date happen to you, either.

She Might Be a Career Girl if:

She drives: a BMW, Acura, or Mercedes.
She can talk for more than ten minutes about: her company's stock valuation.
She begins her sentences with: "My financial advisor (or broker) says..."
She'd never: pass up lunch with the CEO.
She owns any of the following: the latest and fanciest cell phone with a headset, a laptop, a Franklin Covey planner (with the convenient inner pocket for a PDA).

okay. MEE! :P

went to coro with prince to print the pullover for myself (and hers, duh). but we went to sch first so can print out using laser jet printer mah! Then like all the comp labs were closed. bloody. and then library. okay this is the most stupid part. we were not wearing uniform. like HELLO?! we're just PRINTING something, for heaven's sake. and boarding sch people NEVER wear hongzi when they go library lor. and the student librarian was like, 'u all what level?' then we said sec 1. 'oh. why u all not in sch uniform?'

okay. it's obvious that if we said we were sec 4, she'd kept her mouth shut. whatever. so i was like, 'we're just like printing something. *sarcastically :D*' (and ANYWAY quite some teachers saw us and didn't say anything. but of course i didn't say that)so she said okay, next time wear uniform. home clothes not allowed.

seriously. so we went to print... and prince had prob coz her thumbdrive can't be used on win98 comp. so i printed mine first... then it was too small and sch can only print A4. :( so we go ahead to coro lar.

then. the shop uncle say what cannot print only 1 pullover coz he only can buy them in bulk! haha. but we v the clever.. we went down to this ulu shop and bought plain white pullovers at 6 bucks each! haha so we're collecting them on thursday.

after that go bus stop lar. then got this weird uncle!!!!! He was like leaning close to prince and smiling with that se4 kind of look on his face then he walk away! we were so horrified can!! argh. SE LANG!

so we ended up going to orchard. and bought identical bags! it's very cool and not ex.

today alot of stuff to blog haha

i'm pissed with choir can! they always just throw a practice in our face on the previous day then expect us to be free all the time to go the next day! like tomoro i'm already having a BBQ and now i have to be 2 hours late for it. WTF. hello? we've got a life of our own.

arr! i can't wait for tmr! (not choir. for BBQ.) should be fun.

i very scared about leading praise! coz i really lan. i don't know alot of worship songs that has a love theme! all the songs i know are singing about how good God is to us. only 1 is how he loves us! okay, i'm lousy. WHO CAN HELP ME?! i've got to get it ready by thursday! lyrics and everything! and tmr i got activities whole day! this is so bloody short notice!

2004-11-15T16:36:00.000+08:00

was smsing just now and feel rotten now. i wish there wasn't this whole christmas present thing in the first place. ok, fine, whatever. i'll just take it that i threw away the 50 bucks. it dosen't fking matter. it's not like i'm so damn calculating or what but use common sense kay?

great job u 2. great job for making feel so damn insignificant.

god help me. i'm feeling highly suicidal.

from jenny's blog.

what if someone ambush u wif a gun?
- spit on him/her

what if someone(an opposite gender) kiss u?
- who?

what if it's the end of the world?
- rejoice.

what if u only hv 3 days to live?
- slap everyone i wanted really to slap but didn't dare before.

what if ur teacher accuse u of sth which u hv nv done?
- he/she'll pay for it.

what if ur crush told u dat he/she like u too?
- *faints*

what if u r kidnapped?
- er, run?

what if ur best fren backstab u?
- make sure she gets double of what she did to me

what if u most loved one die?
- cry?

what if u dreamt of sth really crazy,and the nxt day it happened?
- i'd laugh.

what if u suddenly wake up in the morning , and find urself being another person?
- depends on who he/she is.

Dammit. i hate the world.

dumb

2004-11-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

Okay, i am THIS bored.

1. Name : Yixiao

2. Piercing : boring ones

3. Height : 168

5. Shoe size : 9

6. Hair colour : black or dark brown, wadever

7. wat u doing : doing my blog entry

8. song u listened to : Good charlotte-predictable

9. cd u bought : latest one? joss stone mind body soul

10. person u've called: ting2

11. u have a crush on someone : think so

12. u wish u could live somewhere else : yeah. i read abt this really cool tiny circle of terraces that interesting people like models and modern artists and designers and freelance performers live in. it's somewhere ulu in bkt timah.

13. u think abt suicide : yeah.

14. u believe in online dating : unless i get to meet him

15. others find u attractive : it's OTHERS, why're u asking me?

16. u want more piercings : yeah. i'm thinking of an eyebrow one

18. u write in cursive or print : er, neither?

19. ever cried over a girl - a girl? what for?

20. ever cried over a boy - yeah, when someone pulled my braids in k2

21. ever lied 2 someone - duh

22. ever been in a fist fight - yes.

23. shampoo do u use : er.. cant rmb haa. who cares abt the brand?

24. are u scared of : usually i'm disgusted.

25. of times i have been in love : i don't know exactly

26. of times i have had my heart broken : i break theirs

27. of times my name appear in the newspaper : this is dumb

28. of scars i have on my body: quite some. hidden ones

29. of things in my past that i regret : i never regret what i've done.

*faves*

30. 5 letter word : loved

31. chewing gum : almost all of them :)

32.colour(s) : orange, a certain shade of pink, black, lime (yeah!)

33. day(s) of week : saturday. coz there's svc and everything. and there's always sunday tmoro :D

34. least fave day : sunday. coz it'd be monday in no time

35. flower : those with little or no scent. can't stand the sweetness

36. special skills : erm.

37. summer/winter - summer

*have u ever*

38. gone out in public in ur pyjamas : nah.

39. cried during a movie : yeah, quite alot. coz it's dark and no one sees.

40. been to new york : I WISH!

41. china : duh

42. canada : nah

43. europe : will be going about a week after i blog this

44. hong kong : yeah DUH

45, asia : mlaysia, china, Bali, thai, erm, yeah. i'm not exactly a travel person.

*random*

46. wad time is it now - 952 pm

47. apples or bananas : neither

48. Blue or Red : depends.

49. wad are u gonna do after this : find my lost lib book :D

50. wad was e last meal u ate : dinner

52. last noise u heard : my typing sound on the keyboard.

53. last time u went out of state/province : does pulau ubin count? :D then it's 2 weeks ago.

54. do u want kids one day and if so, how many : yeah, 1.

55. most important thing to u in a frenship - trust, fun, companionship, an open door.

*other information*

56. thing u dislike abt urself the most : My procrastination :D

57. worst feeling in the world : loneliness. but sometimes it's good to be alone.

58. who u love : lots people i won't name

59. who u miss : certain P6 people. not exactly P6 classmates.

60. who u like : God

SIANNESS!!! i can't stand the hols. i want to leave this place. it's getting on my nerves. suddenly i can't wait for prague.

That day we had choir. i was living at my friend's house, remember? and i forgot to bring my darn white school shoes. and our houses are miles apart, so why should i be bothered to go all the way back to my house just for shoes? so i ... wore my red puma flip flops to caregroup first then choir. no one actually said anything (coz we were inside m301 and barefooted ANYWAY) but when i came out i met a certain teacher on the overhead bridge. *coughcheerleadercough*. and i was like teling myself, ok, u brought this upon yourself, so face the music. to my uttermost surprise she didn't say anything. she stared at me (and my feet) and i bet she would have loved to have given me a thrashing. but i guess everyone's in a holiday mood. doo-dee-dum.

And i met mdm mak at orchard! sat after service when i stepped out of church. OMG! haha, so i was all smiles and HI MDM MAK though i wasn't in school uni. and she smiled and 'hi, gd afternoon!' and left me feeling uncivilised that i didn't say gd afternoon. hmm. whatever.

tracy, i loved the ragdolls story u showed me! it was chao touching!! Although we're all ragged and damaged with all the sins, god loves us all the same! *sniff*

can't wait for ren wo ao you. it's a bimbotic show but, yeah, i like it :D

eh oh!

2004-11-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

not at my house now. someone else's ...coz both my parents are not at home and so i got to pig out here at woodlands. but finally got a chance to blog! after 6846845168976 years.

Watched shark tale and princess diaries 2. in a row! waaahaa. shark tale was NOISY. alot of kids in the cinema. which made me regret watching it. but the show itself was OKAY. a laugh-out-loud movie, but u'll forget the plot as soon as u step out of the cinema. princess diaries 2 was not bimbotic (thank god). nice, nice, nice movie. leaves you a warm feeling after watching it. (:

who wants to watch it with me again? :D haa jk.

i'm alive and jumping now since recovering from fever! yay. thx to the ppl who'd tagged and smsed me! *huggs* :)

Alot of ppl have been blogging about sicheng. hmm. some are good ones, some are bad ones. i've been to her actual blog be4.. ~~the happywitch one.~~ oops. don't think i should mention it in case even more people go and diss her at her tagboard, which is already falling apart because of all the mean words.

honestly, i don't think there's any point in damaging her further. she's ... the way she is. so accept her and even if u don't wanna be her friend, don't attack her yeah?

but i can't get over the fact that she keeps mentioning God in her blogs. 'god will punish the evil, blah blah blah.' and alot of people've been dissing her at her tagboard for that too.

i mean, why'd she even BOTHER to have a tagboard anyway?! it's so.. pointless. put it there for people to stamp on you further? what for?!

ooh, a quiz.

Yellow: You are very in touch with your inner
child. Fun loving, carefree and optimistic,
you are playful and will do what you can to
help others. It is all about laughter and
being free and spontaneous. You love nature,
people and animals. You are intelligent,
open-minded and reflect positive energy. Your
weakness is procrastination. Secret emotions: Idealism and Excitement

What color is your aura?
brought to you by Quizilla

wahaha. procrastination. totally meee.

sickk

2004-11-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

Sickk. Bleargh. has been sick since sunday morning. high fever still at 38. at least better than sunday was 39.. :( Missed choral night. wasted my time all the practices! and now don't even get to perform. x(

Woot. just checked my french class postings. will be in F2B.. same as mindy jessie olivia zhuoxuan adele.. maybe still got others, no time to check. Poor jas!! and sam! isolated. and same class as ZSCheng. 2a. lucky i got alot of ppl same class as me :) boo >< shu stace elaine and folks all in 2A.. don't think will see them alot from now on. And meli is gonna be taught by gilbert lor! WT! such gd luck!! ARGH! though he's abit on the roly poly side, he's quite a good teacher :D mine is what, mr yong..

i'm now illegally surfing the net coz my dad's not at home and he dosen't allow me to use comp say what later temp rise again x) hope he dosen't come back too soon.

actually got alot of stuff to blog about but now mind is in a blur.

mum went overseas. if dad goes too then i'm home alone again! wahahas. they want to send me to what their friend's house but NO NO NO.

heyhey

2004-10-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

wahahha. it's not that i haven't been blogging for soooo long. i've been blogging with greymatter (another blogging tool) then now i'm back on blogspot! can't ditch it for so long :D

New layout! it's not my best work, but i like the way it turned out. maybe too purple? ((:

Got back our report books today. diligent young lady? MOI? :D whoa. big big compliment! wahhaa.

ARGH. ms lim walked out on the choir again. bleargh. lectured about nanyang's 'consistently poor attendence'. of which most absentees were from sec 1 and 2. it's obvious why they're not present.... SPEECH.

i mean, look at what happened to some when they tried to tell their speech teachers that they've got cca. Cold looks, stares, etc. endless complaints from the teachers. stern demands to see our cca in-charge. and they blabber on about the school seeing speech as more important than cca, blah blah. they just don't bloody understand that we're going for a COMPETITION. international competition. and they said they didn't want to lose face if we flop on choral night. oh crap. u mean u want the school to lose MORE face when we sing poorly at PRAGUE (that's in europe, FYI) coz of lack of practices?

let's sort out our priorities, alright?

2004-10-13T10:03:00.000+08:00

New layout! :) i did it in approx. 3 hours or so including the coding. STRICTLY NO STEALING i do until want to die!!! ((: duno why but the words are all bloody underlined. shall fix it later...

WOO

2004-10-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

YAYYE! okay. although not really EOY end (still got AEP and art history for some pathetic souls like me and summore) but all the 'REAL' subs all finished! So i'm feeling PRETTY relieved.. though there's still art history tmr and then painting on wednesday. phewws.

Maths today. not as hard as expected. but then again, many marks may be taken off for presentation so i guess the teachers don't want us to feel too bad then set not so hard lar.. :((

i got this fun thing up there *points to sidebar* click the drop down list, choose what u want then click play.. found it in a website. :P

shall not blog now. MUGG for art history tmr..

NeoclassicismRomanticismRealism
ImpressionismPostimpressionism blahblahblahblah. *pui*

hey!

2004-09-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hey people! tmr official EOYS start.. if you're still tearing your hair out trying to stuff in all the facts in time, stop! ((: try to relax, sit down and think about what u already know.. sleep early every night! it helps. hahah. i couldn't resist blogging about this... *points below* found this.

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway.

hiatus man..

2004-09-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!

eoys coming.. sucky sucky.
but mug hard kay!
coz we've worked hard for the whole of this year
erm, sort of. :D
So we must pass this year with our head held up high
providing we got gd results of course..

Central-d people jiayou!!
and get great results..
then sort of like glorifying God too :)

101 ppl and generally, all the ny people:
We'll pull through de.. ((:

prague people!!!! :) really really look forward to praque thing..
So first struggle thru EOYs then can go prague happily!
wahaha.

JIAYOU!

EOY

2004-09-14T16:37:00.000+08:00

U know.. actually i'd blogged about alot of happy things. then i deleted all of it...

someone just called me.. and we talked for awhile.. about supposedly happy things. and then she HAD to say that i 'really don't understand her, not like jasmine they all''.

U know what? some things are better left unsaid.
Sometimes people are just so insensitive.
Being straight forward is good..
but if u know that what u're going to say are going to hurt me, why'd u still say it?
I really treat you as, like, a friend.
there isn't alot of people that can really count as friends.
Of course i understand you.. but i'm not the kind of person to say it out straight.
that doesn't mean that...
forget it.

After u called me, i really felt utterly useless as a person.
And i was silent all through dinner, which is SO not me.
But yeah, i shall keep to myself.
because who the hell will understand?

Maybe i'm trying too hard.
There are a lot of things i want to tell u.
but if i realise that they're going to hurt u badly,
i choose to remain silent.
But u chose to say everything to hurt me.
and it's not the first time.

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away - Kelly clarkson, breakaway.

I don't think u understand me either.
And don't worry, u don't need to.
because i no longer think it's important.

Heex.

2004-09-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

yupps! changed moi skin after browsing through like 1231902371028 skins at blogskins.. :D

Unfortunately the tagboard is still pink coz i can't think of a better color to change it to..

Yesterday-Went to my P5 chinese teacher's house! Retired already.. then she lives at 6th avenue there a 3 storeys mansion (sp?).. V nice and grand! then all her grandchildren very cute! ((: yepps. got 2 chs guys both in band one.. both saxophone.. and then they tried ~~in vain~~ to perform for our teacher but one failed terribly and one was okayy only and he chui *the moon represents my heart* translate into chinese... argh. we were laughing like madd..

todayy-lit extra lesson.. Mrs chan was so hyper.. she keep using fatima as an example as to how WE should behave.. she keep on emphasising that we can have MANY guy friends but don't settle for one... then say what we should keep the choices open. diao.. ever since she became pregnant she started to be in this very hyperactive mood.. i thought pregnant women supposed to be depressed?!

tmr got CIP... *snores* and i'll be missing service!!! ARGGHH!! *pulls out hair* horror.

hw left
AEP

shuo ming wen

Santiago's prices he paid

woop. hope i can finish.

jiayi

2004-09-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

just read jiayi's blog.... i mean, i just read.
she's taking my last blog very seriously.
VERY. seriously.

it's not that i think that she's in the wrong.. she has the absolute right to post her own thoughts at her blog. and i don't think i can interfere with that. But i have the right to post MY thoughts at mine, too.

Actually i understand what she's thinking.. and i think if i were to be in her shoes, i would think the same way too. and i would hate... ME. but the problem is that i'm NOT her right now.. i'm ME. which is exactly why i'm madd at her.

she says ' if sayying sumthing which i ren for so longg and gett really frustrated with and make me sadd is wrong...den i really donch think ill survive any looonngggerrr...' did i ever, for once, say that you were wrong? FYI, i didn't. i see no problem with you hacking my head off at your blog... absolutely not. but i have my right to vent my anger at my blog.

she says 'and dieee den yixiao will be happy...' excuse me, when did i ever say i wanted you to die? it's not as if u've commited such a big crime or something..

And u don't need to reflect on ANYTHING, seriously. because i think u've not done anything wrong when u attacked me at your blog.. since u don't agree with what i'm doing and have been ren-ing for a long time, then shoot out all your anger. what can i do? :) Gee. u don't know me at all.

i don't think u are wrong... but i have the right to be angry. is THAT your problem?

And i knew from the beginning that u didn't like me.. neither did i. The best we can do is just be friendly and not bite each others' heads off! is that like too much to ask? at least put up a nice face lar... :D ahaha.

i must say i've tried very hard at times. often, people are getting on my nerves. But i NEVER come to my blog and post something like, 'i hate jiayi, she's an idiot, she did this this this this this and i want her to die' i mean, come on! what good will it do? it does nothing but increases my anger!

Jiayi, i think u're not getting the whole point i'm trying to get you to see. its not that i've got any problem with you hating me/thinking i'm a fucking bitch/whatever. My anger goes mainly to the fact that u attacked me at your blog. IS THAT LIKE HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!

and NO WAY, i don't like enemies too. and i'm not going to be enemies with anyone. because that would be too extreme.

and that is why i don like our class too. too much politics. we seem to HAVE to please someone else.

egoisticism.

2004-09-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

On quite a few occasions, 2 girls, H and G, were put in the same group for a certain class discussion. Not that they WANTED to be with each other, but coz the teacher wanted certain reg.nos to be grped together.

the grp consisted of about 6 people. of which, 4 were doing the job, but 2 wasn't. But one of the 2 of them was willing to do anything given to them. as in, any task. but H, who was the other one, did not participate in the discussions and yet tried to distract other grp members by speaking irrelevantly. And then, H would scribble down a few useless crappy things and then say she'd done a lot.

G was obviously, pissed with this. But she did not want to let it be, because that wasn't the first time it was happening. so she tried to distribute some of the work to H for her to at least do a part. WHICH, sadly, H rejected everytime. But G didn’t want to leave the situation like that. She still wanted H to at least contribute to something they could hand up. She sorted out some of the work and asked H to HELP with the work so that they could hand it in on time, only to be dismissed by H simply with some lame excuses like I DON'T WANT TO DO. Or worse, some silly whines. So G gave up and left H to contribute nothing.

And then at her blog, H said that she disliked ego-istic people, and then pointedly remarked 'and that's you, G'. Well, by coincidence or not, G noticed it. and obviously, she felt pissed. This was not the first time H had attacked G openly at her blog. The last time was when she called G a fucking bitch.

- u know, all of us tend to use the word ego-istic without knowing its real meaning. the fact is, it means that someone believes that him/herself is more important than other people.

Yes, we all agree THAT is worth loathing. but u know what's most important for a person? to realise where you STAND. if you're not doing any worthy work and then refuse to listen to people who seriously WANTS to complete the work, u should honestly consider to LISTEN. Furthermore, there's a line between 'more important' and 'knowing what's important'.

Also, There’s a line between ‘believes themselves to be more important’ and ‘knowing that someone has to act in order to get the work done efficiently’. Sorry if u think otherwise, but this is the world we are in. IF all of us keep thinking that we’ll be able to pass with luck every single time, then we will never really pass with some standard. And if u don’t fulfill your duty well, then others shall not hesitate to tell you to do so. If u’ve got a problem with that, then do your work without needing to be INSTRUCTED.

on a happier note, today was the choir camp. the chs guys were quite brave, and sang quite loudly, considering they had only 10 people. the other schools were equally good, of course. i'm not siding. but hey, nanyang was awesome too! x)

pink.attitude

2004-09-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE! my new email = pink.attitude@gmail.com.. plz add me to msn coz i can't possibly add EVERYBODY i'd die... :D:D

went to watch a cinderella story with LS and nun yesterday. the whole story was TOTALLY cliche and boring and.. alright, i admit that i enjoyed it. Go in, laugh, come out. nothing goes into my brain.. consider it a nice movie. but really, it's CLICHE! argh. the nun was being utterly mad throughout the whole day.. she said.. alot of mad things x)

And then there was a little drama.. but all is fine.

and we had pasta! ((:

went to coro but the jersey shop wasn't open.. sobx. but today yina bought the holey peshirt for me! YAYYE!

/note : YINA. not nun. hahaha.

todae had the maths extra lesson thing.. usual tense situation.

TMR IS CHOIR CAMP!!! WHOLE DAY!!! how am i gonna complete my hols hw...

anon.

2004-09-05T19:43:00.000+08:00

WTF lor... that anon person really rocks my socks. u know why? because i admire his childishness. i felt so entertained when i saw his tags... HAHA. But go somewhere else to play, kid.

Anyway, was at service again yesterday! :D were actually supposed to get the centralone shirt one.. but couldn't wait until 4.30, so went home. suet actually forced us to sing happy birthday coz i think she wanted to harmonise.. dot dot.. so we were singing happy birthday happily in the deserted toilet. And then after we tried ave verum coprus and sanctus but we screwed sanctus up :S coz not enough people.

Waaax! mindy so cute can! the jokes she sent me were so bian tai yet so funny. :D i'll just take a random one and paste it here.

Lil' Johnny goes to his dad and asks, "What is politics?" Dadsays, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way. I'm thebreadwinner of the family, so let's call me Capitalism. Mommy isthe administrator of the money, so we'll call her theGovernment. We're here to take care of your needs, so we'll callyou The People. The nanny, well, consider her The Working Class.Your baby brother, we'll call him The Future. Now go think aboutthis and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying andruns to his room only to find that his diapers are very soiled.So the little boy goes to his parents' room. Mom is sound asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room.Finding the door locked, he looks through the peephole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back tobed. The next morning, the little boy says to his father, "Dad, Ithink I understand what politics is now." "Good son, tell me in your own words then what politics are." The little boy replies, "Well, while Capitalism is screwing theWorking Class, the Government is sound asleep, the People are being ignored and the Future is in deep shit."

theres alot more in the email... HAHAHA. who haven't received? tell me and i'll send to u x)

My hols are so packed...

I just read jas' blog. and i feel sad all over again.. suddenly i feel that i'm living a very complicated life. like she said, i'm not as graceful, as responsible or as much as a role model that adults want me to be. BUT i have a heart. i can tell what's wrong from right. why can't adults see things simply as they were? why must they screw everything up and then say it's the kids' fault?

Adults are ALWAYS right. they're ALWAYS superior. whatever we say will never change that fact. so what's the point of arguing with them?

Jas say she feel like migrating. Actually a chance is presented to me now.. i shan't say anything further here, but i HAVE a choice whether to migrate. Honestly, i want a change of environment. i must be like santiago, not be afraid of changes.

maths test.

2004-09-03T21:19:00.000+08:00

OH RIGHTS. i just know that i failed my maths test again lor.. i really have alott of unsures. and though minzhen whispered a VERY loud jiayou to me at the window i still crapped. and somemore i was so nervous thruout the whole thing.. not because i'm not confident but coz of the fact that sumone shouted. like WTF lor... helo?! you're frustrated huh? i mean, who isn't frustrated? u think u're the only one feeling that way?

FYI, EVERYBODY is just as frustrated as you are. But guess who's the only one showing attitude? YOU.

i admire that sec 2 senior for asking u to stop showing attitude.... but i think she did it at the wrong time. when u were fuming.

But really, when u screamed at the start of the test it really messed me up. and it spoilt the whole thing. and now i'm going to fail. BADLY. guess whose fault is it?

Just like another someone said, adults are pathetic clowns. they put up thick layers of makeup on their faces to show other people, but they don't really know who they are. O.o

Okay. stop the bitching before they show this blog entry at assembly or something O.o i got back my science test! surprisingly, i passed! and improved 9 marks frm the previous one! which is quite a big achievement (for me). must JIAYOU!

sentosa with central-d!

2004-09-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY CHOONMIN!

WAA! had uber fun at sentosa today! x) too bad jolyn sickk never come...

and now i'm all red like a stupidd lobster.. tomoro can't face the world.. *hides*

Reached harbourfront at abt 9 something.. then liping and suet come so we go to cold storage to meet cathy choonmin and choonyee. Got some food to eat.. and a watermelon as a cake for choonmin :S

Meet trace and minzhen at bus interchange to take bus to sentosa! on the bus we were hypering and taking alot of spastic photos.. and choonmin took so many pix of herself alone :x

Waahaa. Palawan beach! we were playing some madd games like indian poker and the ones who lose stand in the middle with everyone splashing water.. and we all went into the water except for the bday girl who wore jeans..

*saw some EM3 guys frm my pri sch.. -.-lll think they saw me coz they were staring. oh wells.

Then we had lunch sitting on the pavement! and celebrated a not-very-well-kept-secret-bday for choonmin.

More games! more water. more wetness.. trace suet and choonyee were being spastic in the water making some, um, noises. :D we built some.. let's say sand mountains and we wrote central-d beeg on the beach! I was so tired i only set on the beach and watched them relive their childhood.

we were all wet so when the wind blew it was really cold! brrr. went to harbourfront with choonmin minzhen and *who! forgot. were spastic-ing around and we bought a comb each! same design one :P and i bought a niceee notebk. and we spent most of the time eating lor.. first ice cream, then mac, then pastamania.. ._.

tcher's day

2004-08-31T18:08:00.000+08:00

teacher's day celebrations today!! waax!

Morning go sch at normal time.. then flag raising *snores* and went up to slack! we were actually supposed to have class party but everyone ended up just hyper-ing around and slaccking and blasting the radio. halfway thru me and ting2 went to give the tchers their presents... mr J is shocked that we know he's getting married and that we know his birthday. but he was happy with his gift. Mrs chitra looked tired but glad. didn't see liu's face.. the others we just put in their pigeon holes because the presents were really really pathetic coz we didn't have much money left..

*then we saw these gep girls going totally madd and hugging male teachers!!! ARGH! mr GT was like so shocked when the 4 girls attacked him from the back and almost hugged him to death. and they were even taking a photo of that.. and there was another male tcher who got attacked too. HAHA.

Then after that is celebrations concert lar.. the usual skits, dances with girls in dangerously short skirts... The real fun was when the tchers started performing. x)

there's this slideshow thing done by the SC... featured alot of tchers. theres this pic of Mr J putting rabbit ears onto himself.. *raises eyebrows*

YAYYEE! finally dismiss. went back to yuhua with jianing jingyu+yeelin.. was actually supposed to wait for this rg girl but we decided not to. (and she didn't come in the end so lucky we didn't wait O.o) And we met alot of ppl at pri sch!! waha. seniors, juniors, sec 1s, old tchers..

I saw some ppl i wanted to see, and i didn't see some whom i WANTED to see. WTF.

But i did see all my friends... and 10 of us [me peiying gina dawn yiming siewrong stella yeelin shuyi jacqueline] tried to squeeze into a neoprint machine after that when we went out!! WAA! and we actually succeeded...

tmr going to sentosa with my sisters in christ!! can't wait.

and after that all the fun ends.. and it's the maths test. HORROR.

lala

2004-08-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

This is such a cute pic! :P HAHAha. i saw it on hopesingapore's web. and it's yesterday's sermon too! Yayye.

I saw the PM lee today!! waha. i was loitering at my art class when i saw this sea of red ppl.. then they were waiting for some important guest. turns out it was the PM.. so i slacked around to watch and i saw him surrounded by alot of bodyguards. O.o

I've been seeing alot of ppl.. yesterday when i was eating dinner outside i saw cavin (this DJ) and i saw the fat cook (i forgot his name)..

quite hyper today. coz it's sunday and i don't need to put up with school and its irritating old folks.. So i changed my template! i'm feeling pink. yepp. i think ting should use this layout tho.. since she's pinkychaos.diary-x.

OMG! yesterday at heeren adidas i saw this DAM DAM nice jacket tat was hella long.. then i asked the salesperson why so long then she said it's meant to be worn like a top-plus-miniskirt together.. like one piece. when i heard that i was like just put against me and WALAO how wud anyone wear THAT without anything below?! it's like not even 1/2 of my body long.. Hmmmm. :P

choir's still going to prague. WINTERR! hai. have to stock on winter clothings since i only have like a pathetic mao yi and a windbreaker.. and prague is like :S

adopted.

2004-08-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

adopted from someone's blog...

i am sick of others pissing me.
i am sick of others not giving me respect of what a human should get.
i am sick of people scolding me.
i am sick of people giving me attitude.
i am sick of people misunderstanding me.
i am sick of explaining.
i am sick of people scolding and yet still say they did not.
i am sick of people maligning me.
i am sick of hypocrites.i am sick of all the scolding.(i am not born for you to scold and please show us respect).
i am sick of complaining(life's my own,i should control it myself and if i can't help myself,this isn't my life)
i am sick of living everyday like it's a chore. i am sick of being busy.i suck,i know.

and i want to add on more.. (of my own)
why do i have to put up with all the nonsense?
why do i have to be scolded EVEN when we were the only responsible ones?
Why do i have to live this life?
Why are we living everday feeling like we duno what we're doing?
Yet i'm always so busy. i'm living my life for others.
And that's SICK.

U know, i've become so numb.
Everyday i sit at my desk in school, watching all the teachers come in and go out.
Nothing really gets into me at all.
What are they saying?
i don't really know.
i only know how to carry out my duties and just do whatever i'm told.
And i wound up being so busy that i don't really know WHY i'm busy.
And in the end, i feel like the day passed unfruitfully.
That happens almost EVERDAY.
what's the point?

And now choir is in such a state that we might as well disband.
we've failed as a cca.
Sec 2s, who're leaving to go.. elsewhere. u've really been a disappointment.
Now all the rest is dumped onto me.
rachel. especially YOU!
d'you know u've dumped all YOUR work onto ME!
and me being only sec 2 nxt year.
i duno how i'm going to do this.
And what if A2 sunks down?
then it'll be all my fault, right?
Ok, whatever.

Well at least sermon today was something to cheer about. Choonmin was being her spastic self.. and suet made choonmin cry!!!! ARG! haha maybe she was just pretending. And i saw this creepy ezlink card photo... :S When opportunity knocks! *knock knock*.

other than that, my life's in a mess. totally.

teachers.

2004-08-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

These few days never blog coz all of us were busy mugging and everything.. BUSY BUSY BUSY! lit, french, geog and bio tests all cramed into this week.. I'm amazed by how i pulled through. I think i did badly for all of them.. especially lit. i'm really very disappointed in myself becoz although i really did my best, there was not enough time for me to finish writing.

And todaee i almost lost my wallet again!! lucky someone handed it in to GO if not i'll really be dead.. it's like the 4th time it happened. what's wrong with me?!

Listening to my blog's music then suddenly feel very sadd. Though i don't feel as sad as some of my friends because i know there's god to back me up no matter what happens. And i'm really really thankful for that.

Why are my closest friends all so unhappy? Yet i cannot do anything. that day ting was sadd coz OC minus her whole question 's marks off when she was still writing after she said stop writing. She was at the toilet and jas and jo went with her to comfort then i can't do anything but to sit down coz Alex teo was already talking and he won't let me go.. i feel so helpless! everything around me is in a blur and sometimes i feel very numb about things that happen. I'm always busy, yet i duno what i'm busying about. Now isnt that pathetic!!!

Like i told jas, i feel like i'm living my life for others.

Finally i understand what Mrs toh (my last year tcher) meant when she said that none of our sec sch tchers are ever going to be like her. No one to care for us like their own child, no one to.. just BE there for us when we need them. funny. i once thought she was just being her usual ego self.. :D But now i realise that she was speaking of the truth.

tmr there's SVC.. i hope i'll feel better after that. Yes. i will.